On two or three occasions they had driven in a low four-wheeled
pony-chaise for half-an-hour or so, but they had not yet ventured
beyond the confines of the park.
Francis had expressed no surprise at anything he had seen, indeed he
had not appeared to notice any particular details, but he had
repeatedly spoken of his delight in being out of doors again, and had
said that he was looking forward to the day when he should see Bessmoor
again.
During the early afternoon he rested, and she joined him again later,
to spend the remainder of the day with him in his sitting-room, which
now held for her so many associations.
There had been a time when she had wondered what they would find to
talk about, what line of conversation could be pursued with one whose
mentality was bounded by such extraordinary limitations; whose outlook
was that of a man, with a man's rational intelligence and
consciousness, hampered by the retrospective knowledge of a little
child.
For the first few days of their companionship she had indeed known
moments of perplexity, moments during which she had racked her brain
for a suitable remark, a new idea to interest him; for talk is
difficult between new acquaintances when such matters as politics,
literature and current events are taboo, and personalities are to be
avoided; but since her mental attitude towards him had changed and love
had taken possession of her, this embarrassment had vanished.
Two people in the first fine rapture of mutual affection do not,
presumably, discuss any of the weighty matters which occupy the
attention of ordinary individuals, nor, it is safe to say, would their
conversation be of the smallest interest to any one but themselves. It
is possible that lovers spend a certain portion of their time in a
silence more expressive than words; for the rest, let those who have
been in a similar situation fill in the blanks--experience will have
taught them understanding.
That Francis realised his condition to some degree was evident, for he
occasionally asked for enlightenment on a point he did not understand;
also he would sometimes be puzzled over the meanings of words. He
would use one without thinking, and then hesitate, in doubt as to
whether it was the right one to convey his meaning. He would treat the
matter lightly, making a joke of it, but would be obviously relieved
when Philippa assured him that it was correct. And it was almost
invariably correct, for it seemed that although his memory failed him,
he drew unknowingly upon a subconscious power which worked
independently--a store of knowledge which existed in his brain, but of
which he had mislaid the key.
She was reading to him one day, a light story from a magazine, which
described an act of gallantry on the part of the soldier hero, and
ended in his death. It concluded with a sentence in which the
expression "facing fearful odds" was used. When she finished reading
Francis said suddenly--
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