"Very nearly," was the reply. "I knew Lady Louisa before she was
married. My father was one of her father's oldest tenants. I was
married some years before my lady, and lost both my husband and child.
When Francis was born he wasn't very strong, and my lady engaged a
nurse for him with the best possible recommendations, but she was no
use and the child didn't thrive. My lady was very troubled about
him--he was her only one, you see--and when the nurse proved so
unsatisfactory she wrote to me and asked me to come.
"I remember her letter now. 'Will you come and help me to look after
him?' she wrote, 'for I would rather he had your affection, Jane, than
the wider experience of strangers. I know you will never neglect him,
and can trust you.' So I came. He was about a year old--a tiny,
weakly baby; but he throve wonderfully, although my lady used to say we
were like two hens with one chick. She was very wise and would not let
him be spoilt. His father died when he was about ten years old. He
was much older than Lady Louisa and had been twice married, as I think
I told you."
She paused for a few minutes and then resumed: "Francis was always so
happy. It was his nature. Very high-spirited, and as a child very
quick-tempered, but if he was angry it was just a flash, all over in a
minute."
"Who has been nursing him in his illness?" asked Philippa.
"At first, of course, he had trained nurses, but later, when he could
not be called ill in himself, he just had his own valet for some time.
But after a while, to Lady Louisa's great distress, some one spread a
report in the village that he was out of his mind, so she arranged that
his rooms were to be quite separate. They were never entered by the
house servants. I sent for a nephew of mine, a quiet, trustworthy man
who I knew could keep his tongue in his head, and for years he has
waited on him, and his wife has had charge of his rooms under my
supervision. I have been to see him every day and seen to his comfort,
but I am very old now and past work. If that were not so, should not I
be nursing him now?" she asked sadly. "It is difficult to stand aside
and watch others doing what you long to do yourself. But that must be
in old age. It is years since he crossed the threshold of his own
rooms, and I am sure there are people on the place now who don't know
he lives here--so quiet was it kept, by my lady's wish. Oh," she cried
tremulously, "if my dear lady could only be here to see the change in
him!"
"You have seen him to-day?" asked Philippa. "How did you think he was
looking?"
"He looks very ill," answered the old woman; "but he was quite his old
self. He had some little joke ready for me. He was always full of
fun. Isn't it wonderful? It seems just as if all those years had been
wiped right off, as you would wipe a slate."
"Did he speak of old times?"
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