Eben Holden: A Tale of the North CountryBacheller, Irving
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Eben Holden: A Tale of the North Country
Bacheller, Irving
Farm life -- Fiction; Historical fiction; New York (State) -- Fiction
She was still looking down at the fan and that little foot was moving
nervously. Now was my time. I began framing an avowal. I felt a wild
impulse to throw my strong arms about her and draw her close to me and
feel the pink velvet of her fair face upon mine. If I had only done it!
But what with the strangeness and grandeur of that big room, the voices
of the others who were sitting in the library, near by, the mystery of
the spreading crinoline that was pressing upon my knees, I had not half
the courage of a lover.
'My friend writes me that you are in love,' she said, opening her fan
and moving it slowly, as she looked up at me.
'She is right I must confess it,' I said, 'I am madly, hopelessly in
love. It is time you knew it Hope and I want your counsel.
She rose quickly and turned her face away.
'Do not tell me--do not speak of it again--I forbid you,' she answered
coldly.
Then she stood silent. I rose to take her hand and ask her to tell me
why, a pretty rankling in my heart, Soft footsteps and the swish of a
gown were approaching. Before I could speak Mrs Fuller had come through
the doorway.
'Come Hope,' she said, 'I cannot let you sit up late--you are worn out,
my dear.
Then Hope bade us both good-night and went away to her room. If I had
known as much about women then, as now, I should have had it out, with
short delay, to some understanding between us. But in that subject one
loves and learns. And one thing I have learned is this, that jealousy
throws its illusions on every word and look and act. I went to my room
and sat down for a bit of reckoning. Hope had ceased to love me, I felt
sure, and how was I to win her back?
After all my castle building what was I come to?
I heard my door open presently, and then I lifted my head. Uncle Eb
stood near me in his stocking feet and shirt-sleeves.
'In trouble,' he whispered.
'In trouble,' I said.
''Bout Hope?'
'It's about Hope.'
'Don't be hasty. Hope'll never go back on you,' he whispered. 'She
doesn't love me,' I said impulsively. 'She doesn't care the snap of her
finger for me.
'Don't believe it,' he answered calmly. 'Not a single word of it.
Thet woman--she's tryin' t' keep her away from ye--but 'twon't make no
differ'nce. Not a bit.
'I must try to win her back--someway--somehow,' I whispered.
'Gi n ye the mitten?' he asked.
'That's about it,' I answered, going possibly too far in the depth of my
feeling.
'Whew w!' he softly whistled. 'Wall, it takes two mittens t'make a
pair--ye'll hev t'ask her ag in.
'Yes I cannot give her up,' I said decisively, 'I must try to win her
back. It isn't fair. I have no claim upon her. But I must do it.
'Consarn it! women like t'be chased,' he said. 'It's their natur'. What
do they fix up so fer--di'mon's an' silks an' satins--if 'tain't t'set
men a chasm 'uv 'em? You'd otter enjoy it. Stick to her--jes' like a
puppy to a root. Thet's my advice.'
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