Eclectic Magazine of Foreign Literature, Science, and Art, February 1885Various
Religion
Eclectic Magazine of Foreign Literature, Science, and Art, February 1885
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Literature -- Periodicals
A state more interesting that either stanch advocacy or loud
condemnation of a position once relied on is that of hesitation. It
is one peculiarly unlikely to express itself, because the tendency of
hesitation is to refrain; or if expressing itself to arrest attention,
because subtile or feeble qualifications refer their interest to the
themes they hedge and do not centre in themselves. But when a mind
throws itself with force into a posture of racked doubt, and bids
us be aware that the struggle, not the issue, is of utter worth, or
when with yet greater fervor of expectancy a revelation, we know not
whence, we know not whither, is awaited with every nerve full-strained,
the world more surely than by either other mood becomes a gallery
rocked with hearkening spectators. I think there is something of this
earnest hesitation in a career it is not difficult, at this distance
of time, to futilize—Lord Herbert of Cherbury’s. There is a very
human weakness in his self-debate upon the publication of the “De
Veritate,” but there is a very human need—and, moreover, a need made
personal (as are all needs), though founded in philanthropy. Truly the
more sacred experience is—unless it can reach to that intensity and
presentness which thrills all who stand enclosed in the thin line of
its horizon—the more clearly it is desecrated by the common tread, and
seems a thing to mock at. So is it with the scene which Herbert himself
describes.
Being thus doubtful in my chamber, one fair day in
the summer, my casement being open towards the sun,
the sun shining clear, and no wind stirring, I took
my work, “De Veritate,” in my hand, and kneeling on
my knees, devoutly said these words: “O Thou eternal
God, Author of the light which now shines upon me,
and Giver of all inward illuminations, I do beseech
Thee, give me some sign from heaven; if not, I shall
suppress it.” I had no sooner spoken these words,
but a loud, though yet gentle noise, came from
heaven (for it was like nothing on earth), which did
so comfort and cheer me, that I took my petition
as granted, and that I had the sign I demanded;
whereupon also I resolved to print my book.
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