Eclectic Magazine of Foreign Literature, Science, and Art, June 1885Various
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Eclectic Magazine of Foreign Literature, Science, and Art, June 1885
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Literature -- Periodicals
Alas! the “fragile bark” was tempted once more to put to sea, this time
freighted with the rich cargo of all the love and all the hope of her
passionate woman’s heart.
In the “Histoire de ma Vie” she touches very slightly on the
episode of her journey to Venice with Alfred de Musset, and in the
“Correspondence” we only read the following significant words, written
to M. Jules Boucoiran from Venice on April 6, 1834:
“Alfred has left for Paris. I shall remain here some time. We have
separated, for months, perhaps for ever. God knows what will become
of me now. I feel still, however, full of strength to live, work, and
endure.”
He suffered more than she. After lying six weeks in a brain fever
hovering between life and death, he returned to his family broken down
in health and spirits—“I bring you,” he writes to his brother, “a sick
body, a grieving soul, and a bleeding heart, but one that still loves
you.”
He declared later, when the anguish had passed, that,
“In spite of its sadness, it was the happiest period of my life.
I have never told you all the story. It would be worth something if
I wrote it down; but what is the use? My mistress was dark, she had
large eyes! I loved her, and she forsook me. I wept and sorrowed for
four months; is not that enough?”
The year that followed their separation was a momentous one in both
their literary careers. He produced the “Nuit de Mai,” the “Nuit de
Décembre” and the “Confessions d’un Enfant du Siècle;” while she wrote
“Jacques” and “Consuelo.”
Her letters are the fittest commentary on her life and mode of thought
at this time. She thus addresses M. Jules Boucoiran:
“You make serious accusations against me. You reproach me for my many
frivolous friendships and affections. I never undertake to justify
statements made about my character. I can explain facts and actions,
but blunders of the intelligence, errors of the heart, never! I have
too just an opinion of merit in general to think much of my individual
worth; indeed I have neither reverence nor affection for myself, the
field is therefore open to those who malign me; and I am ready to
laugh with them, if they appeal to my philosophy; but when it is a
question of affection, when it is the sufferings of friendship which
you wish to express, you are wrong. If we have discovered great faults
in those we love we must take counsel with ourselves, and see whether
we can still continue to care for them. The wisest course is to give
them up, the most generous to remain their friends, but for that
generosity to be complete there must be no reproaches, no dragging up
of events long past.”
The following is written to M. Adolphe Gueroult:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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