"True," put in Mrs. Trim; who had deemed it neighbourly to look in
upon the widow Bell at this sorrowful hour and see what was to be
seen. "They funerals don't waait for nobody: specially when they heve
been put off aalmost to sunset."
"No; it will not do to keep it waiting," breathed Rosaline, with weak
and trembling lips. "Do you go on; all of you. I will follow if I am
able, and catch you up."
Nancy Tomson feebly offered to remain with her, seeing that good
feeling demanded as much consideration, but she did not at all mean
the offer to be accepted, for she would not have missed the ceremony
for the world. It was not every day she had the chance of filling a
conspicuous position at a funeral; and such a funeral as this.
Rosaline promptly declined her company, saying she felt much better
now, and preferred to come after them alone.
So the mourners departed, followed at a respectful distance by many
neighbours and others, who had collected to watch and wait for their
exit. The chief crowd had gathered about that other building, for
which these were making their way. Men, women and children, all went
tramping towards it across the Plain: and in a few minutes Bleak Row
was as absolutely deserted as though it were a city of the dead.
Rosaline slowly rose from her seat, dragged her chair outside, and sat
down in the evening sunshine. Thankful was she to be alone. No eye was
on her. The houses were empty; the Bare Plain, stretching out around
and beyond, lay silent and still, save for that moving mass of human
beings, pressing farther and farther away in the distance. The open
air seemed necessary to her if she would continue to breathe. When
somewhat more composed, she put up her hands in the attitude of
prayer, bent forward till her forehead touched them, and sat with her
eyes closed.
A Prayer-book lay on her knee. She had brought it out, intending to
follow the service, soon about to begin. But she could not do so.
There she sat, never once moving her attitude, scattered passages of
the service recurring now and again to her memory, and ascending to
heaven from the depths of her anguished heart. Poor Rosaline Bell!
There were moist eyes and wrung feelings amidst those mourners
standing round the grave, but none of them could know anything of the
desperate distress that was _her_ portion. None, none.
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