She was cutting slices of bread for him to toast. Unused to hard fare,
the children could not eat dry bread with any relish: so, when there
was neither butter nor dripping, neither treacle nor honey in the
house, Edina had the bread toasted. Alfred knelt down before the
fire--the only fire they had--and began to toast. The kettle was
singing on the hob. Edina turned the milk into a jug.
They were sitting down to the tea-table when Charles came in. A glance
at his weary and dispirited face told Edina that he had met with no
more luck to-day than usual. Putting down a brown-paper parcel that he
carried, containing a fresh supply of material to be made into nets,
he took his place at the table. How hungry he was, no one but himself
knew. And how scanty the food was that he could be supplied with!
But for his later experience, Charles could not have believed that it
was so difficult for a young man to obtain a situation in London.
Edina, less hopeful than he, would not have believed it. Charles
Raynor had not been brought up to work of any sort, had never done
any; and this seemed to be one of the stumbling-blocks in his way.
Perhaps he looked too much of a gentleman; perhaps his refined manners
and tones told against him in the eyes of men of business, betraying
that he might prove unfit for work: at any rate, he had not found any
one to take him. Another impediment was that no sooner did a situation
fall vacant, than a large number of applicants made a rush to fill it.
Only one of them could be engaged: and it never happened to be
Charles. Charles looked through the _Times_ advertisements every
morning, through the friendliness of a neighbouring newsvendor. He
would read of a clerk being wanted in some place or other in the great
mart of London, and away he would go, to present himself. But he
invariably found other applicants before him, and as invariably he
never seemed to have the slightest chance.
The disappointment was beginning to tell upon him. There were times
when he felt almost maddened. His conscience had been awake these last
many bitter weeks, and the prolonged strain often seemed more than he
could bear. Had it been only himself! All, then, as it seemed to
Charles Raynor, all would have been easy. He could enlist for a
soldier; he could join the labourers' emigration society and go out
for a term of years to Australia or Canada; he could turn porter at a
railway-station. These wild thoughts (though perhaps they could not be
called so very wild in his present circumstances) continually passed
through his mind: but he had to put them aside as visionary.
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