Mrs. Raynor was altered: worn, spiritless, always ailing, in the past
year she had aged much. Disappointment and straitened circumstances
told on her health as well as on her mind. It was not for herself she
grieved and suffered, but for her children. For Charles especially.
His prospects had been blighted; his standing in the world utterly
changed. Edina's hands were full, for Mrs. Raynor could help very
little now. What Mrs. Raynor chiefly did was to gather the young ones
around her, and talk to them, in her gentle voice, of resignation to
God's will, of patience, of that better world that they were
travelling on to; where there will be neither sickness nor sorrow,
neither mortification nor suffering. The children needed such lessons.
It seemed very hard to them that they should sometimes have nothing
but dry bread for dinner, or baked potatoes without meat. Even with
all Edina's economy and with Charles's earnings, meat could not always
be afforded. The joint must be carved sparingly, and made to last the
best part of the week. They generally had a joint on a Sunday, and
that was as much as could be said. Clothes cost so much: and Charles,
at least, had to be tolerably well-dressed. But there are many items
in a household's expenses besides eating and drinking; and this
especially applies to fallen gentlepeople, whose habits have been
formed, and who must still in a degree keep up appearances.
If the Raynors had needed discipline, as some who knew them at Eagles'
Nest had declared, they were certainly experiencing it in a very
marked degree. Twelve months had slipped by since they took up their
abode at Laurel Cottage, and there had been no change. The days and
the weeks had drifted on, one day, one week after another, in the same
routine of thrift, struggle and privation. Charles was at Prestleigh
and Preen's, working to that firm's satisfaction, and bringing home a
sovereign a-week: Alice was teaching still in the school at Richmond.
Alfred went to a day-school now. Edina had sought an interview with
its principal, and by dint of some magic of her own, when she told him
confidentially of their misfortunes, had persuaded him to admit the
lad at an almost nominal charge. It was altogether a weary life for
them, no doubt; one requiring constant patience and resignation; but,
as Edina would cheerfully tell them, it might have been worse, and
they had many things to be thankful for even yet.
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