"What troubles me is this, child--how did he come by his death? That's
the question I've wanted answered all along; and now it seems never to
leave me."
Rosaline drooped her head. No one but herself knew how terribly the
subject tried her.
"Blase Pellet called in at dusk for a minute or two to see how I was,"
resumed Mrs. Bell. "When I told him how poor Bell had been haunting my
mind lately, and how the prolonged mystery of his fate seemed to press
upon me, he nodded his head like a bobbing image. 'I want to know how
he came by his death,' I said to him. 'The want is always upon me.' 'I
could tell, if I chose,' said he, speaking up quickly. 'Then why don't
you tell? I insist upon your telling,' I answered. Upon that, he drew
in, and declared he had meant nothing. But it's not the first time he
has thrown out these hints, Rosaline."
"Blase is a dangerous man," spoke Rosaline, her voice trembling with
anger. "And he could be a dangerous enemy."
"Well, I don't see why you should say that, Rose. He is neither your
enemy nor mine. But I should like to know what reason he has for
saying these things."
"Don't listen to him, mother; don't encourage him here," implored
Rosaline. "I'm sure it will be better for our peace that he should
keep away. And now--will you have some arrowroot to-night, or----"
"I won't have anything," interrupted Dame Bell. "I had a bit of supper
before I undressed and a drop of ale with it. I shall get to sleep if
I can: and I hope with all my heart that your poor father will not be
haunting me in my dreams."
Rosaline carried away the candle, and sat down to her own supper in
the next room. But she could not eat. Mr. Blase Pellet's reported
words were quite sufficient supper for her, bringing before her all
too vividly the horror of that dreadful night. Would this state of
thraldom in which she lived ever cease, she asked herself; would she
ever again, as long as the world should last for her, know an hour
that was not tinged with its fatal remembrances and the fears
connected with them.
In the morning her mother said she was better, and rose as usual. This
was Saturday. When Rosaline reached home in the afternoon, earlier
than on other days, she found her stirring about at some active
housework. But on the Sunday morning she remained in bed, confessing
that she felt very poorly. Rosaline wanted to call in Mr. Raynor: but
her mother told her not to be silly; she was not ill enough for that.
The internal disorder which afflicted Mrs. Bell, and would eventually
be her death, was making slow but sure progress. Frank Raynor--and his
experience was pretty extensive now--had never known a similar case
develop so lingeringly. He thought she might have a year or two's life
in her yet. Still, it was impossible to say: a change might occur at
any moment.
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