"You are vexed, Daisy, because I cannot go to church; but when my
patients really need me I must not and will not neglect them. For a
long time now you have seemed to live in a state of constant
discontent and resentment against me. What the cause is, I know not. I
do not give you any, as far as I am aware. If it is that you are
dissatisfied with our present position--and I am not surprised that
you should be--I can only say how much for your sake I regret that I
cannot alter it. But that is what I am not yet able to do; and to find
your vexation constantly turned upon me is hard to bear. Let us,
rather, look forward to better days, and cheer on one another with the
hope."
He wrung her hand and turned away. His voice had been so loving and
tender, and yet so full of pain, that Daisy found her eyes wet with
sudden tears. She went into church. What with resentment against her
husband, her own strong sense of misery, and this softened mood, life
seemed very sad to her that night.
And as the service proceeded, and the soothing tones of the sweet
chant chosen for the _Magnificat_ fell on her ear and heart, the mood
grew more and more softened. Daisy cried in her lonely pew. Hiding her
face when she knelt she let the tears rain down. A vision came over
her of a possible happy future: of Frank's love restored to her as by
some miracle; of Rosaline Bell and these wretched troubles, lost in
the memory of the past; of the world being fair for them again, and
she and her husband walking hand in hand, down the stream of time.
Poor Daisy let her veil fall when she rose, that her swollen eyes
should not be seen.
And the sermon soothed her too. The text was one that she especially
loved: "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I
will give you rest." Daisy thought none had ever been so heavily laden
before as she was; just as the lightly chastened are apt to think.
"If I can only be a little more pleasant with him, and have patience,"
said she to herself, "who knows but things may work round again."
But the heart of man is rebellious, as all the world knows; especially
rebellious is the heart of woman, when it is filled with jealous
fancies. The trouble to which Mrs. Frank Raynor was subjected might
bear precious fruit in the future, but it was not effecting much good
in the present. No sooner was she out of church, and the parson's
impressive voice and the sweet singing had faded on her ear, than all
the old rancour came rushing up to the surface again.
"I wonder if he is there still?" she thought. "Most likely. I wish I
could find out!"
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