"I have thought, while lying here, that I should like to tell you
before I die," spoke Daisy at last. "But you don't need to be told."
"I do. I do, indeed."
"It is because you no longer love me. Perhaps you never loved me at
all. You care for some one else; not for me."
In very astonishment, Frank dropped the fan on the counterpane. "And
who is--'some one else'?"
"Oh, you know."
"Daisy, this is a serious charge, and you must answer me. I do not
know."
She turned her face towards him, without speaking. Frank waited; he
was ransacking his brains.
"_Surely_ you cannot mean Edina!"
A petulant, reproachful movement betrayed her anger. Edina! Who was an
angel on earth, and so good to them all!--and older, besides. The
tears began to drop slowly from her closed lashes, for she thought he
must be trifling with her.
"You will be sorry for it when I am gone, Frank. _Edina!_"
"Who is it, Daisy?"
A flush stole into her white cheeks, and the name was whispered so
faintly that Frank scarcely caught it.
"Rosaline Bell!" he repeated, gazing at her in doubt and surprise, for
the thought crossed him that her senses might be wandering. "But,
Daisy, suppose we speak of this to-morrow instead of now," he added as
a measure of precaution. "You----"
"We will speak of it now, or never," she interrupted, as vehemently as
any one can speak whose strength is at the lowest ebb. And the sudden
anger Frank's words caused her--for she deemed he was acting
altogether a deceitful part and dared not speak--nerved her to tell
out her grievances more fully than she might otherwise have had
courage to do. Frank listened to the accusation with apparent
equanimity; to the long line of disloyal conduct he had been indulging
in since the early days at Trennach down to the present hour. His
simple attempt at refutation made no impression whatever: the belief
was too long and firmly rooted in her mind to be quickly dispelled.
"I could have borne any trial better than this," concluded she, with
laboured breathing: "all our misfortunes would have been as nothing to
me in comparison. Don't say any more, please. Perhaps she will feel
some remorse when she hears I am dead."
"We will let it drop now then, Daisy," assented Frank. "But I have had
no more thought of Rosaline than of the man in the moon."
"Will you go away now, please, and send the nurse in?"
"What on earth is to be done?" thought Frank, doing as he was ordered.
"With this wretched fancy hanging over her, she may never get well;
never. Mental worry in these critical cases sometimes means death."
"How is she now?" asked Edina, meeting him on the stairs.
"Just the same."
"She seems so unhappy in mind, Frank," whispered Edina. "Do you know
anything about it?"
"She is low and weak at present, you see," answered Frank, evasively.
And he passed on.
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