"Oh, if you can only obtain it for me! I shall be so thankful, for
mamma's sake."
"But it is not as a governess."
"Not as a governess! What then?"
"As a housekeeper."
"Oh dear!" cried Alice in dismay. "I don't know very much about
housekeeping. People would not think me old enough."
"And as a wife."
She did not understand him. He was rising from his seat to approach
her, a smile on his face. Alice sat looking at him with parted lips.
"As _my_ wife, Alice," he said, bending low. "Oh, my dear, surely our
foolish estrangement may end! I have been wishing it for some time
past. I am tired of chambers, and want to set up a home for myself. I
want a wife in it. Alice, if you will be that wife, well: otherwise I
shall probably remain as I am for ever."
Ah, there could be no longer any doubt: he was in earnest. His tender
tones, his beseeching eyes, the warm clasp of his hands, told her all
the happy truth--his love was her own still. She burst into tears of
emotion, and William Stane kissed them away.
"You don't despise me because I have been a governess?" she sobbed.
"My darling, I only love you the better for it. And shall prize you
more."
He sat down by her side and quietly told her all. That for a
considerable period after their parting, he had steeled his heart
against her, and done his best to drive her from it. He thought he had
succeeded. He believed he should have succeeded but for meeting her
again at Mrs. Preen's. That showed him that she was just as dear to
him as ever. Still he strove against his love; but he continued his
visits to the Preens, who were old friends of his and each time, that
he chanced to see Alice, served to convince him more and more that he
could not part with her. He was about to tell his father that he had
made up his mind to marry Miss Raynor, when Sir Philip died, and then
he did not speak to Alice quite immediately. All this he explained to
her.
"And but for your coming into this house, Alice, and my opportunities
of seeing you in it, we should in all human probability have remained
estranged throughout life. So, you see that I would not have had you
not become a governess for the world."
She smiled through her tears. "It was not in that light I spoke."
"I am aware of it. But you are more fitted to make a good wife now,
after your experiences and your trials, than you would have been in
the old prosperous days at Eagles' Nest. I shall be especially glad
for one thing--that when you are mine I shall have a right to ease
your mother's straits and difficulties. She has deemed me very
hard-hearted, I dare say: but I have often and often thought of her,
and wished I had a plea for calling on and helping her."
His intention showed a good heart. But William Stane and Alice were
both ignorant of one great fact--that Mrs. Raynor no longer needed
help. She would shortly be back again at Eagles' Nest, all her
struggles with poverty over.
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