laugh many and many a night between ten and eleven o’clock, and more
than once have had to stop by a lamp-post till the grotesque phrase or
conception had shaken me to exhaustion in sympathy with him and the peal
had ended. But better still was the proof of the depths of pleasant
kindliness in his nature, his power of being actually happy himself and
of making others happy, in some of those evening hours I have spent with
him in the well-remembered dining-room in Chelsea. Then, both of us, or
one of us, reclining on the hearth-rug, that the wreaths of pipe-smoke
might innocently ascend the chimney, and Mrs. Carlyle seated near at
some piece of work, and public questions laid aside or his vehemences
over them having already subsided for that evening, how comfortable he
would be, how simple, how husbandly in his looks round to his wife when
she interjected one of her bright and witty remarks, how happy in the
flow of casual fireside chat about all things and sundry, the quoting of
quaint snatches of ballad or lyric, or the resuscitation of old Scottish
memories! This mood of pleasant and easy sociability, which always
remained with him as one into which he could sink when he liked out of
his upper moods of wrath and lamentation, must have been even more
conspicuous and common, more nearly habitual, in those Comely Bank days
when he felt himself for the first time a full citizen and householder
of the Modern Athens, and was not disinclined to friendly intimacy with
the other Athenians. Then, as always, the basis of his nature was a
profound constitutional sadness, a speculative melancholy, in the form
of that dissatisfaction with all the ordinary appearances and courses of
things, that private philosophy of protest and nonconformity, which made
him really a recluse even when he seemed most accessible and frank. His
talk with most of the Edinburgh people, even when apparently the
friendliest, was therefore, as he told Mrs. Montagu, like talk from an
upper window to people passing in the streets; and into the real house
of his spirit few were admitted farther than the lobby. But he had at
least disciplined himself into all the requisite observances of
good-humoured courtesy, and learnt to practise in his own demeanour the
maxim he had about this time thrown into verse:—
“The wind blows east, the wind blows west,
And there comes good luck and bad;
The thriftiest man is the cheerfulest;
’Tis a thriftless thing to be sad, sad;
’Tis a thriftless thing to be sad.”
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