“I was the first to see him when struck down by _hemiplegia_. It was
in Shandwick Place, where he had his chambers,—sleeping and enjoying
his evenings in his beautiful Millbank, with its flowers, its
matchless orchids and heaths and azaleas, its bananas and grapes and
peaches: with Blackford Hill,—where Marmion saw the Scottish host
mustering for Flodden,—in front, and the Pentlands, with Cairketton
Hill, their advanced guard, cutting the sky, its ruddy porphyry
_scaur_ holding the slanting shadows in its bosom. He was, as before
said, in his room in Shandwick Place, sitting in his chair, having
been set up by his faithful Blackbell. His face was distorted. He
said—‘John, this is the conclusion’; and so it was, to his, and our,
and the world’s sad cost. He submitted to his fate with manly
fortitude, but he felt it to the uttermost,—struck down in his prime,
full of rich power, abler than ever to do good to men, his soul
surviving his brain, and looking on at its steady ruin during many sad
months. He became softer, gentler,—more easily moved, even to tears;
but the judging power, the perspicacity, the piercing to the core,
remained untouched. Henceforward, of course, life was maimed. How he
bore up against this, resigning his delights of teaching, of doing
good to men, of seeing and cherishing his students, of living in the
front of the world,—how he accepted all this only those nearest him
can know. I have never seen anything more pathetic than when, near his
death, he lay speechless, but full of feeling and mind, and made known
in some inscrutable way to his old gardener and friend that he wished
to see a certain orchid which he knew should be then in bloom. The
big, clumsy, knowing Paterson, glum and victorious (he was for ever
getting prizes at the Horticultural), brought it,—the _Stanhopea
Tigrina_,—in without a word. It was the very one,—radiant in beauty,
white, with a brown freckle, like Imogen’s mole, and, like it, ‘right
proud of that most delicate lodging.’ He gazed at it, and, bursting
into a passion of tears, motioned it away as insufferable.”
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