Edith and John: A Story of PittsburghFarquhar, Franklin Smith
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Edith and John: A Story of Pittsburgh
Farquhar, Franklin Smith
Pittsburgh (Pa.) -- Fiction
Christmas had come and gone; New Years was here, and passing, and Edith
still lay upon her bed. Her face was thin and wan and spiritless. Her
form had wasted away till she was almost as a skeleton. Her little hands
were fleshless and cold, and her eyes were dull. The malady was in her
brain yet, refusing to lift its anchorage, although she saw and
recognized everybody permitted in her sight.
John came and went every day, in the late afternoons; and every day he
came with the same perplexed feelings. The "good byes" rang in his ears,
growing weaker and weaker in their timbreling, from morning unto
night--following him everywhere, till he was near crazed himself, in his
helplessness, for the sweet one that breathed the "good byes" in his
ears. He went up and down and in and out the pathways of his small
world, and got no comfort in anything, save what consolation there was
in his work, which was meagre now in the sadness of his love-making.
As he would sit by the bed holding her hand in his, tears would roll
down his cheeks. She would lie so still, so beautifully transcendent in
her weakness, looking at him, and speak so low and so trembling that he
could scarce make out her words. Oftentimes he would kneel down and pray
for her deliverance from the scourge that lay upon her. Sometimes the
sun would break through the clouds and smoke, in its setting, and throw
its transient rays upon her face, and he would take it as a good omen;
but most often the days were dark, and the light was sombre, like his
spirits. Sometimes he would sit by the window, while she slept, watching
the snow driving by in its purity, and his mind would revert to the
sleeper, whose purity was whiter than the snow. Day after day, he would
come full of hope, and depart full of fear; for she was growing worse;
and all the inmates of that mansion were in despair. Would she die
before she waked? they all would question in their looks, looking at her
in her sleep. Would she ever reach the crisis again that once before had
given joy? or would she linger on, and finally pass away, without a
murmur, like a child?
No one could tell--no one could tell! Still she lingered on, bravely
refusing to give up her fluttering spirit.
Sometimes she would brighten up, and talk with Star on her only
theme--John--and then relapse into comatose. Often she would ask for
him, when he was away, as if he were gone forever, and when he would
come would only look, with a faint smile of satisfaction in her face.
Sometimes she would raise her hand, and lay it on his, as if she wished
to express her love, but could not. "I am so weak--so weak," was her
constant plaint, as if weary of the fight she was making. Whenever John
was ready to depart, she roused herself to the saying of "Good bye, good
bye," and then sleep.
O, what are the pains one must endure, in this life, to keep it going!
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