Edith and John: A Story of PittsburghFarquhar, Franklin Smith
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Edith and John: A Story of Pittsburgh
Farquhar, Franklin Smith
Pittsburgh (Pa.) -- Fiction
So he may now be seen at his desk in a neatly fitting business suit of
dark serge, with creases in the trousers, and his coat collar always
clean of dandruff and falling hair. His shirt fronts were the nattiest,
his collars the whitest, his ties the neatest, his shoes the highest
polished of anyone in the office. With his dark-brown hair, clear blue
eyes, fair skin, smooth face and dark eyebrows, he could well be envied
by those less gifted.
Still, with all these characteristics, he was the least reconciled to
his lot. In March he was called upon to take his leave for New York. In
March he was compelled to take leave of the sick young woman, whom he
had visited every day without a break for months by force of the most
unusual circumstances that ever came to a young man, or to any man,
perhaps. He had become so accustomed to these daily visits to Edith's
bedside, and had become so fraught with the most formidable fire of
life, that when the final day came round, he seemed to have buried the
object before his going, and lived in a perpetual dream thereafter,
still perplexed and confounded by a mystery.
Edith was not yet well when he last looked upon her face; but signs of
improvement were ever growing brighter. This is what gave him such pain
of heart--the thought that he had to leave when the time had come for
him to see her in her reason. But still, he thought, perhaps it was for
the best. For was she not laboring under an hallucination, a delusion, a
wild estrangement of the senses? And, of course, when she came to
herself, he would, by virtue of the natural laws of caste, have to go
his own way after all, and find solace for his passion in some other
person less worthy. It was better, thought he, that he was away--so far
away that he should never see her again; and time, the sure healer of
all ills, of all regrets, of all sorrows, of all misery, would bind his
wounds from the harrowing effects of proud flesh. He could never hope,
was his everlasting complaint, to vie with other men in the conquest of
her heart. So why fret away his time on such an improbable question?
Seeing all these things in this light, and believing in them seriously
and honorably, he exerted his best endeavors to cast the burden from
his soul. But the burden was too heavily laden to be so easily thrust
aside.
He had not heard from her since the last evening he left her
home--except on one occasion, when a letter from her father to another
member of the firm in the branch office, indirectly referred to her
improving condition. This was all--a very slim thread it was upon which
to build any hope that she, in her enlightening mind, ever again called
for him, which seemed proof sufficient to convince him of his
preconceived opinion.
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