Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
If a thought that the elder of the two was Ettie Armstrong crossed her
mind, I cannot tell. Probably not, as she was thinking of the cottage
and the child and the bouquet, which she put in water as soon as the
meeting with her husband’s family was over, and she was alone with Norah
in her room, and as she turned from the window and saw them she unlocked
a square ebony box, which her maid, in unpacking, had taken from her
trunk. Inside this was another box, a little old-fashioned thing of
painted wood, with Chinese figures on it. Abelard had bought it for her
on Sixth Avenue, and she had made it a receptacle for her first wedding
ring, and a lock of Abelard’s hair and the blood-stained rose which had
been found next to his heart and brought her by Phebe Young. There, too,
as a safe repository, she had put Gertie’s first bouquet, with the “God
bless you” in it, and there she now put the second one, her welcome to
Hampstead. Why she put these flowers with the sacred mementoes of
Abelard she did not know, nor did she question her motive, but said to
herself, “I must make that little girl’s acquaintance;” and then,
donning her white dressing-gown she went to the window, from which a
view of the cottage could be had, with the moonlight falling on it, just
as it used to fall years ago when she was a poor obscure girl, with no
thought that she should one day stand as she was standing now, the
mistress of Schuyler Hill, with every possible luxury at her command.
And there, too, in her old room was the glimmer of a lamp, and a little
figure moved occasionally before the open window, Gertie, most probably,
preparing for bed, for after a little the light disappeared, and Edith
found herself wondering if the child was kneeling by her bedside and
saying her prayer.
“Yes, I am sure she is praying,” she thought, “and perhaps she prays for
me. I wish she would, for unless she does there is no one to pray for me
now in all the wide, wide world.”
Oh! how unspeakably terrible was that thought: “Nobody to pray for me in
all the wide, wide world.”
She had lost faith in her mother’s prayers, and, as a consequence, her
own heart and feelings had insensibly grown harder. But they were
softening now, and as she stood looking into the moonlight, she clasped
her hands involuntarily, and whispered to herself:
“Oh, Father in heaven, help me from this hour to be a better woman than
ever I’ve been before.”
There was a step behind her, and in a moment her husband’s arm stole
round her waist, and her husband’s voice said, as playfully as Colonel
Schuyler could say:
“Ah! Edith, my darling, moon-gazing, are you? What do you think of the
view, and your new home, and can you be happy in it with me?”
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