Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
To say that Godfrey was unmoved by this appeal would be wrong, for
though he had never loved Alice, he did not dislike her, and would
gladly have spared her pain could he have done so without compromising
himself again: but he could not; he must be frank with her now, and
settle their relations to each other at once and forever, and he said to
her: “But, Allie, it is _not_ with us as it was, and it never can be
again. I do not wish to hurt you unnecessarily, and I mean to be as
gentle and kind as I’d want a great brute of a fellow to be with my
sister under similar circumstances. Allie, I have never supposed that
you imagined our engagement to be one of _love_. We liked each other,
and were taught to think it was the proper thing for us to marry. I did
not love you very much, and you did not love me——”
“But, Godfrey, I can now,” Alice sobbed; and Godfrey replied:
“Not as you will love some one else by and by; while I,—Allie, I believe
I have loved Gertie Westbrooke since she was a child, but I did not know
it until I was engaged to you, and met her here a woman. Then it came
upon me, and for a time I was miserable. But I meant to keep my word to
you, and should have done so if you had not yourself set me free. I do
not ask if you knew what you were saying. I accept the fact, and cannot
go back on it. It was not a manly act to thrust you aside in the water,
but I did not know what I was doing, for Gertie was drowning and calling
on me to save her, and I had no thought for anything else. I shall ask
her to be my wife, and if she refuses, as she may, I shall bide my time
and ask her again; have her I must; but, Allie, you and I will be
friends always, just the same, and try to forget the past summer, which
has not brought much happiness to either of us. I have been constantly
fighting against my love for another, and you have been dissatisfied at
not receiving from me all you had a right to expect. And it would grow
worse, all the time, and it is better to end it now. If you like the
ring, keep it, as you would a gift from your brother, and let me be a
brother to you. I cannot be anything else. Will you, Allie?”
Never in her life had Alice Creighton prized Godfrey as she did then
when she knew she was losing him, and her slight form shook with sobs,
but she did not withdraw the hand he took in his, and when he said
again: “Shall it be so, Allie! Shall we be friends?” she answered: “Yes,
Godfrey,” and hurriedly left the room.
CHAPTER XLIV.
GODFREY AND GERTIE.
Gertie’s plunge in the river was not followed by any serious
consequences, and on the morning succeeding the accident, although she
was very pale and languid, she complained of nothing but weakness and
soreness from the rubbings we had given her, and she came to breakfast
looking, like a little Quakeress in one of my sober wrappers, with only
a plain linen collar around her neck, and her hair gathered into a net.
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