Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Nobody knew at all what she meant, or spoke to her as she fondled
Gertie’s face and hands, and asked her where she had been so long, and
how it was she was so fair and sweet, so different from the girls in the
street. Then for a moment consciousness struggled to assert itself, and
she seemed to know who Gertie was, and whispered to her:
“Stay with me,—I’m better when I see you.”
Once before Gertie’s presence had called her back from the border land
of death, and now she was so much quieter with her there that Gertie
never left her except for the rest which she absolutely needed. In this
condition of affairs Godfrey had no chance for seeing Gertie alone,
except on one occasion, when he met her for a moment in a side hall, and
stopping her as she was passing him, said to her:
“Gertie, have you not changed your mind? Must your answer to me be
always the same?”
“Yes, Godfrey, always the same. Go back to Alice; try to love her. You
will be happier so,” was Gertie’s reply, and Godfrey answered:
“Never, so long as I have my senses. I will wait for you a thousand
years.”
He tried to kiss her hand, but she snatched it from him, and hurried
away to the sick-room. The next day he returned to New York, and soon
after, in a letter to her father, Julia spoke of her brother as having
escorted Alice to a grand party given by the Montgomeries on Madison
Avenue.
This piece of news the colonel managed to convey to Gertie, who felt a
pain in her heart as she guessed what the end would probably be. Edith
was better now. The fearful paroxysms had ceased, and she lay very quiet
and still, seldom speaking to any one, but shuddering and manifesting
actual distress when her husband came to her with words and acts of
tenderness.
“Don’t, please; I can’t bear it,” she said to him once, when he brought
a bouquet and laid it upon her pillow.
He thought the perfume offended her, and took the flowers away; then,
sitting down beside her, told her how glad he was that she was better,
and how desolate the house seemed without her.
For a moment she listened to him while every muscle in her face worked
painfully; then, bursting into tears, she put up both her hands to hide
her face, and cried:
“Don’t, Howard, you break my heart. Oh, Howard, my husband, pity me, but
don’t make it harder with words of love. Go away, please, and do not
come again till I send for you; then you will want to go.”
He felt hurt and wounded, but did as she bade him, and left her with
Gertie; nor did he see her again for one whole week, except when she was
asleep, and could not be disturbed by his presence. Then he would go in,
and bending over her kiss her face softly, and smooth the golden brown
hair, and calling her his poor darling leave behind some little token to
show that he had been there.
At last Edith asked for her mother suddenly, and in a way which admitted
of no prevarication, and Gertie told her everything, as carefully as
possible.
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