Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It was a piteous cry, and had she been convicted of murder Colonel
Schuyler would have stood by her with that sound in his ears. She was
going to tell him, instead of his telling her! He was sure of it, and in
his anxiety to know how she would begin, he resolved not to help her at
first, but hear what she had to say. For a moment she lay very still,
with her hands locked tightly together, and he knew that she was
praying, for he caught the words “Help me,” as they came from her white
lips. And heaven did help her, and the iron fingers were held back and
her respiration was unimpeded, save by strong emotion when she at last
began:
“Howard, do you remember the day when we were married, and I fainted in
my dressing-room before going to the train?”
It was coming now, sure, and he replied:
“Yes, Edith, I remember it; your mother said it was in some way
connected with that _affaire du cœur_.”
“Yes, Howard, it was. Hold my hand, please, and hold it tight; till you
feel your love for me going away.”
He took her hand and held it fast, while she continued:
“And do you remember the little inn, and the pleasant night, and the
perfume of the flowers in the yard and the fresh hay on the lawn, and
you sitting on the balcony when I came to tell you something, which you
refused to hear?”
“Yes, Edith, I remember it. Does one forget his wedding day so easily
that I should forget that,” he said; and Edith went on:
“You asked me to call you Howard, and I said, wait till I have told you
what might make a difference, but you would not listen. You were
satisfied, you said, and if there was anything more you did not wish to
hear it, and you promised that whatever came in the future you would
have faith in me and believe I meant to do right. Howard, there _was_
something more, a terrible something, and I must tell it to you now, but
draw the curtain, please; shut out the moonlight and turn off the gas.
I’d rather be in the dark, and not see your face, when your love begins
to turn to hate.”
It would be cruel to let her go further. He had heard enough to satisfy
him that a full confession was to be made, and without dropping the
curtain or turning the gas lower he leaned over her, and said:
“One question, Edith, please; do you love me now better than you did on
our wedding day? Is there no regret in your heart for that early lover?
Tell me truly, Edith.”
“No, not the way you mean. Regret there is, it is true, but not that
way. The love I had for him has been overshadowed by a later and
mightier love; and, I can truly say, few wives have ever loved their
husbands as I love you, and that makes it so hard to tell you now when I
want your love so much. Oh, Howard, just once, for the sake of all the
happiness we have had together, kiss me and hold me in your arms as you
used to do. You’ll never hold me so again, but this once do not refuse.”
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