Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
During the few hours in which the colonel had had Edith all to himself
and felt that she really was his own, he had almost fallen in love with
her in sober earnest. Before that day he had greatly admired and liked
and respected and desired her, but something in the actual possession of
her had stirred a deeper feeling in his heart than mere pride in her
personal attractions, and when he felt the touch of her hand and heard
the sound of her voice, a great throb of delight thrilled through his
veins, and drawing her to him he made her sit upon his knee, and
smoothing her cheek caressingly, said to her:
“Don’t call me Colonel Schuyler, please. I’d rather be Howard to you,
now that you are my wife. It will seem to lessen the years between us,
and I do not want to be so much older than my darling. Call me Howard
now, and let me hear how it sounds.”
“Not yet,” Edith said; “not till I have told you something which should
have been told before, and which may make a difference.”
She spoke slowly and painfully, and Colonel Schuyler detected signs of
choking in her voice, and guessing at once that she was thinking of the
early lover, said to her, very kindly but firmly: “Don’t, Edith, please;
don’t tell me anything which will distress you. I do not wish to hear
it. Your mother told me enough,—all I care to know,—and I am satisfied.”
“But, Howard,”—she called him thus involuntarily, and there was a world
of pathos and pitiful entreaty in her voice, while the eyes she fixed
upon him were swimming in tears—“but, Howard, mother did not tell you
the whole——”
“Then you need not,” he answered, quickly. “If you are pure, and good,
and true, that is all I ask, and I know you are all of these. I daresay
your mother did not tell me as eloquently as you could have told me how
much you loved that man, and how your heart ached for him; and you wish
me to know it all, but I am satisfied. You are my wife, and nothing can
make any difference, even if you were his widow, instead of his
affianced, though widows are not to my taste. I am satisfied, and to
prove that I am, I do not even care to know his name or where he lived.
In fact, I would rather not know it, would rather you should never refer
to it again, for it is not a pleasant topic; and now for the favor you
were to ask me on our wedding day, and which I was to grant even to half
my kingdom.”
He spoke playfully and held her closer to him while the hot tears poured
over Edith’s face. What should she do? Should she tell him in spite of
his protest and his assurance that he was satisfied? She could not with
the memory of his words, “Widows are not to my taste,” still ringing in
her ears, and so she let the opportunity pass, and the only favor she
asked was that whatever might come in the future he would have faith in
her and believe that she meant to do right.
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