Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“Blame you?” he began. “Respect religion? Yes, I do; and respect it so
much that sooner than see you take those solemn vows upon you, knowing
what I do, I would break my oath a hundred times, and feel I was doing
right.”
Georgie’s breath came pantingly, and the great drops of sweat stood
around her lips, as she asked:
“What do you propose to do?”
He did not answer her question directly, but went on to say:
“I do not profess to be good myself, or to have the first principles of
goodness, but my mother, who died there in that bed”—and he pointed to
where Annie lay—“knew what religion was, and lived it every day; and
when she died, there was a peace and a glory around her death-bed, which
would not be around yours or mine, were we to die to-night. I am not
judging harshly. By their fruits ye shall know them. He said so,—the man
Jesus, whom mother loved and leaned upon, just as really as she ever
leaned on me, and whom she taught Annie to love and pray to, until He is
as much her companion when she is alone, as you are when you are with
her. Georgie, there is something needed before one kneels at that altar,
as you propose doing,—something which _you_ do not possess. You do _not_
care for the thing in and of itself. You have some selfish object in
view, and I will not be a party to the deception.”
“Will you drag me from the altar, or tear the bishop’s hands from my
head?” Georgie asked, beginning to grow both alarmed and angry at her
brother, who replied:
“No; but this I will do: If you go to confirmation, and if before or
after it Roy Leighton asks you to be his wife, and you do not tell him
the whole truth, I will do it for you. He shall not be deceived.”
“And your oath?” Georgie asked, in a choking voice.
“I break my oath, and do God service in breaking it,” Jack answered.
And then there was silence between them for ten minutes or more, and no
sound was heard except the occasional dropping of a dead coal into the
pan, and the low, regular breathing of the little child, so terribly in
the way of the woman who had so unexpectedly been brought to bay.
She gave up the confirmation then and there, and after a few moments
arose and went to Jack, and putting her arms around his neck, cried
aloud upon his shoulder, and called him the best brother in the world,
and wished she was half as good as he, and a great deal more, which Jack
took at its fair valuation. He was used to her moods, and knew about how
to prize them. Still, in this instance, he had been a little hard on
her, he thought, and he kissed her back at last, and said he was not
angry with her, and bade her go to bed lest she should be sick on the
morrow.
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