Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“I have no right to lead her into temptation; no right to run into it
myself; I am bound to Georgie. I will keep my vow, and keep it well, and
Brownie shall not be the sufferer.”
After that there were no more interviews alone, no more hours by the
piano, or reading aloud to her from the books they both liked best.
Georgie had him all to herself, and if ever man tried to get up
enthusiasm for another, Roy tried to do so for Georgie, and tried to
make himself believe that he loved her and could be happy with her. It
was easier to believe this in her present softened mood, and by being
constantly with her, and shutting from his heart that other, fairer
picture of a brown-eyed, sweet-faced maiden, he succeeded pretty well,
and was tolerably happy and content until Edna went for the week to
Rocky Point.
Then he awoke to the fact of all she was to him, and how dreary Leighton
would be without her. It had been a satisfaction when returning from
Oakwood to know that _she_ was at his home waiting for him. Very
delightful, too, it had been to have her opposite him at his table,
pouring his coffee, and making his tea for him, as she had done all
winter, his mother being now far too blind to see to do it; she had such
pretty little dimpled hands, and she managed so gracefully, and fixed
his coffee so exactly to his taste, that it was not strange he missed
her quite as much as his mother did, and hailed with joy the day which
brought her back to him.
He met her at the station himself. He certainly could do so much, he
thought, especially as Georgie was at home with a nervous headache, and
he had been sitting by her an hour, bathing her head, and reading to her
until she fell asleep. He certainly had earned the right to go for
Brownie, and hold her hand a moment in his own, after he had lifted her
to the ground.
He did not tell her how glad he was to get her back; but she saw it in
his face, and felt it in his manner, as he drove her slowly home.
It _did_ seem like coming home, when Mrs. Churchill met her with kisses
and loving words, and told how lonely she had been, and how rejoiced she
was to see her again.
As they sat alone that evening, after Roy had gone to inquire after
Georgie’s head, she recurred again to the forlorn week she had passed,
and said, a little hesitatingly:
“I seem to be nothing without you, and what I want to say is this: I
notice, sometimes, when Georgie is with me, that you go out, as if you
thought I would rather be alone with her. I like her, of course, very
much; but when she comes, please let it make no difference; I want you
with me just the same. I am accustomed to you. I feel, somehow,
_rested_, when you are with me.”
Edna did not reply, but she felt a great throb of something like
homesickness rising in her heart as she thought of going away forever
from the gentle lady, who, she was sure, did love, and would miss her so
much.
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