Effie Ogilvie: the story of a young life; vol. 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Effie Ogilvie: the story of a young life; vol. 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Scotland -- Fiction
The knowledge of Fred’s arrival thrilled through the house. It flitted
upstairs to the nursery, it went down to the kitchen. The very walls
pulsated to this arrival. Effie became aware of it, she did not herself
know how, and sat trembling expecting every moment to be summoned. But
no summons came. She waited for some time, and then with a strong quiver
of excitement, braced herself up for the final trial and stole
downstairs. George was lingering about the hall. He shook his gray head
as he saw her on the stairs, then pointed to the door of the
drawing-room.
“He’s in there,” said the old man, “and I would bide for no careplace
with’. I would suffer nae joukery-pawkery, I would just gang ben!”
Effie stood on the stairs for a moment like one who prepares for a fatal
plunge, then with her pulses loud in her ears, and every nerve
quivering, ran down the remaining steps and opened the door.
Fred was standing in the middle of the room holding Mrs. Ogilvie’s hand.
He did not at first hear the opening of the door, done noiselessly by
Effie in her whirl of passionate feeling.
“If you think it will be best,” he was saying, “I desire to do only what
is best for her. I don’t want to agitate or distress her--Effie!”
In a moment he had dropped her stepmother’s hand and made a hurried step
towards the apparition, pale, breathless, almost speechless with
emotion, at the door. He was pale too, subdued, serious, very different
from the easy and assured youth who had so often met her there.
“Effie! my dearest, generous girl!”
“Oh, Fred! what has become of you all this time? did you think that I
was like the rest?”
“Now, Effie,” said Mrs. Ogilvie, “you are just spoiling everything both
for him and for yourself. What brought you here? you are not wanted
here. He has plenty on his mind without you. Just you go back again
where you came from. He has told me all he wants to say. You here just
makes everything worse.”
Fred had taken her hands into his. He looked into her eyes with a gaze
which Effie did not understand.
“To think you should be willing to encounter even poverty and misery for
me!” he said; “but I cannot take you at your word. I cannot expose you
to that struggle. It must be put off indefinitely, my sweetest girl:
alas, that I should have to say it! when another fortnight, only two
weeks more, should have made us happy.”
He stooped down and kissed her hands. There was a tone, protecting,
compassionate, respectful in his voice. He was consoling her quite as
much as himself.
“Postponed?” she said faltering, gazing at him with an astonishment
which was mingled with dismay.
“Alas, yes, my generous darling: though you are willing, I am not able
to carry out our engagement: that is what I have been explaining. Don’t
think it is not as bad for me as for you.”
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