Eighteen Months' ImprisonmentShaw, Donald, late captain
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Eighteen Months' Imprisonment
Shaw, Donald, late captain
Prisons -- Great Britain
own experience, for justice was indeed tempered with mercy to me, and I
am fully sensible of the consideration I received, both at my trial and
hereafter. Under ordinary circumstances one would be accused of
ingratitude for breaking rules and deceiving those in authority who had
treated one well, but I never took this personal view of it. I was
fighting a system that I despised, not individuals that I respected. So
I looked on it as a game of “brag,” a kind of “French and English,” a
question of bolts and bars _versus_ brains, where the latter had
apparently the worst of it, where undue importance was attached to
watching and spying, and nothing left to one’s parole. About a week
after my transfer (I was now in the needlework ward, and being initiated
into the mysteries of darning stockings) I received a summons to appear
before the Governor. I knew now that the letter-writing had been
discovered, or, as my friend the turnkey had expressed it, “Summat was
up.” He told me, in a few words, that it had come to his knowledge that
I had been sending out clandestine letters, and requested me to inform
him if that was the case, and who had been my channel of communication,
adding that he was prepared to take down any statements I might feel
disposed to make. The idea of denying it never entered my head—I was
perfectly indifferent as to what might happen; I thereupon informed him
that I had written, as he alleged, three letters, and that I was quite
prepared to bear the consequences. I, however, respectfully declined to
give him any information as to my _employé_. I was then requested to
wait outside, and the order was given to send for Mr. B—. “Well,” I
thought, “if poor old B— tells them as much as I have he need not fear
being identified as my brother conspirator.” A moment later, and I was
recalled: a glance at the unhappy B— convinced me that fear had robbed
him of his self-possession, and that he had not observed the salutary
advice he had given me as to “telling ’em nothink.” His face was the
colour of a boiled turkey, and the keys at his side (a sorry burlesque on
authority) were rattling from tremour. The Governor then said, “Mr. B—
has admitted that he took a letter for you, so I presume you have now no
objection to admit it.” In courtesy to the nervous donkey I asked him if
that was correct, and on his replying in the affirmative, I at once made
a clean breast of it. The poor man was thereupon suspended from duty,
and a week later summarily dismissed. I tried to make him every
reparation in my power, and shortly after I procured him a billet at
thirty shillings a week, but when I sent to his lodgings I found he had
left. I heard afterwards he had gone into the country, where I hope by
this time he has recovered his position. My case had yet to be dealt
with, and as the Governor was not qualified to adjudicate on such a
serious offence as this is considered, I was remanded to appear before
the Visiting Justices.
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