Eli's Children: The Chronicles of an Unhappy FamilyFenn, George Manville
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Eli's Children: The Chronicles of an Unhappy Family
Fenn, George Manville
Dysfunctional families -- Fiction
"If I left you now," he said, hoarsely, "feeling what I feel, knowing
what I know, it would be to plunge into some miserable, reckless course
that might end who can say how? What have I to live for if you refuse
me your love?"
"How can you be so cruel to me?" she cried, angrily. "You insult me by
these words, Mr Cyril I am alone, and you take advantage of my
position. You know I am engaged to Mr Ross."
"I do not," he retorted, passionately. "I do not believe it; and I
never will believe it till I see you his wife. His wife!" he continued.
"It is absurd. You will never be Luke Ross's wife. It is impossible."
"I will not--I cannot--talk to you," she cried, increasing her pace. It
was on her lips to add, "I dare not"; but she checked herself in time,
as she glanced sidewise at him, for with a feeling of misery and
despair, strangely mingled with pleasure, she felt that all her good
resolutions were being swept away by her companion's words, and, in an
agony of shame and dread lest he should read her thoughts, she once more
hurried her steps.
"You cannot throw me off like that," he said, bitterly. "I will not be
pitched over in this contemptuous manner. Only the other day you looked
kindly and tenderly at me."
"Oh no, no, no," she cried, "it is not true."
"It is true enough," he said, sadly, "and I mean to be patient. I
cannot believe you care for this man. It is impossible, and I shall
wait."
"No, no, Mr Cyril," she pleaded. "I can never listen to such words
again. Think of your father and your mother. Mr Mallow would never
forgive me if he knew I had listened to you like this."
"Let him remain unforgiving, then," cried Cyril. "As for my mother, she
loves her son too well not to be ready to do anything to make him
happy."
"Pray, pray go," she moaned.
"No," he said, sternly, "I will not go. You torture me by your
coldness, knowing what you do. Do you wish to drive me to despair?"
"I wish you to go and forget me," she cried, with spirit. "As a
gentleman, Mr Cyril, I ask you, is such a course as this manly?"
He was silent for a few moments, glancing at her sidewise the while.
"No," he said, "it is neither manly nor gentlemanly, but what can you
expect from a miserable wretch against whom all the world seems to turn?
Always unsuccessful--always hoping against hope, fighting against fate,
I find, now I come home, that the little girl I always thought of when
far away has blossomed into a beautiful woman. How, I know not, but I
wake to the fact that she has made me love her--idolise her--think of
her as the very essence of my being."
"Mr Cyril," pleaded Sage; but he kept on.
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