Don't you allow that one great interest to absorb all others....
Remember that our very virtues can become snares of sin to us if we
do not watch ourselves, our purest actions may lead us wrong. One
great difficulty we have to deal with, in this our so complex state
of trial, is to keep within us an even balance of things. Do the
one thing, but do not leave the others undone, and above all seek,
in all we do, not our own but the glory of God.... Don't you show a
little want of faith and trust in your own eagerness and
over-anxiety about your Institution, which, though most laudable in
itself, may become a snare to you if it makes you neglect duties
quite as, if not more, sacred?
Bessie preserved this letter, and in her humility she would lay it
deeply to heart; but she knew that the Institution was not a work in
which she sought her own glory. She was labouring for the blind, who
depended upon her, and whom she could not forsake. She had "put her hand
to the plough," and could not draw back.
In a very different tone we find a few words from her father, written
after Miss Law had paid Bessie a visit in Queen Anne Street.
PALACE, CHICHESTER, _28th September 1860_.
MY DEAREST BESSIE--They tell me it will be a doleful parting
between you and poor Miss Law, especially on her side, which I can
well understand, as she has not the resource in active occupation
which you have. Your mistake and suffering may be in taking too
much of it, without allowing yourself, or rather, taking as a part
of duty also, the _delassement_ of passing events, of social
conversation and intercourse. Well, this is not exactly what I
meant to say, but it may do on the principle of "a word to the
wise." They tell me too you want L15, so here is my cheque for L15
and Archdeacon Mackenzie's, also on Coutts's, for L20. He says only
it is a donation for your Institution in Euston Road. H. told me
you have a notion he gave it for some specified purpose, the West
End, for instance, but he says nothing of the kind. The cheques are
each of them payable just as they are on being presented at
Coutts's. I have acknowledged the L20 to the Archdeacon. Those at
home do doubtless give you the chitchat news.... I suppose some one
will write besides me, so I only add that I am, my dearest Bessie,
yr. ever affectionate father, A. T. CICESTR.
In the early part of 1860 Miss Bathurst wrote to congratulate Bessie on
a "noble donation," coming "doubtless in answer to the law that they
that seek shall find," and the donation has a pleasant history.
One day when Bessie was in Queen Anne Street a servant told her that a
lady wished to see Miss Gilbert. She went downstairs accompanied, as
usual, by her maid, and on entering the room found one whom she
discovered by her voice to be a very old lady, whose first words were:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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