She had gone to London for the Deputation to Lord de Grey on the 10th
of February 1870, and was still there when she was summoned to
Chichester by telegram on Sunday the 20th.
The sisters at home had been conscious for some days of a greater sense
of uneasiness than usual, but there was nothing definite to take hold
of. The Bishop came down as usual to the dining-room on Friday the 18th.
On Saturday the 19th he kept his room for the early part of the day, and
dined in the morning-room, that room adjoining his own in which Bessie
used to spend so much time with her mother when first they went to
Chichester. The absent sons and daughters were informed of this failure
of strength on Saturday morning, but there were no alarming symptoms
until the evening. Then and on the following morning, Sunday the 20th,
telegrams summoned them to Chichester without delay. Bessie reached the
palace about 10 P.M. on Sunday. Her father recognised her, but he was by
that time too weak to speak. There were no last words, and he sank
peacefully to his rest, dying at 5 A.M. on Monday, 21st February 1870.
Bessie had left home without even a suspicion that she might be recalled
by a sudden summons, and now it seemed to her impossible that her
father's death should precede her own, and that a loss that she had not
dared even to think of, should have fallen upon her. She was stunned by
the blow, but she bore it with characteristic and Christian courage,
patience, and submission.
CHAPTER XIX
IN TIME OF NEED
"The grave is heaven's golden gate,
And rich and poor around it wait."--BLAKE.
It was deemed undesirable for Bessie to remain at Chichester during the
sad week that followed the death of her father. She went to her elder
sister, Mary, the beloved Mary of her youth, now the mother of a family
and head of a large household.
She wrote with her own hand a short note to one of the sisters at the
palace, which reassured them as to her condition.
MILTON HILL, _28th March 1870_.
MY DEAR SARAH--Thank you for all your letters. As you say, all the
preparations must be painful, but I am very thankful to hear you
and Nora are pretty well. You know without my telling you so, how
very much you are in my thoughts. I hope to come back Tuesday or
Wednesday, but Mary wants me to stay. Is it so, that we need not go
till after Easter? I should like to know, because of what I may
have to do about my own things. I think the appointment seems very
good. As for me I am rather better to-day, having slept better two
nights; but it is difficult to me as yet to do things, I have so
little energy or interest in anything. I will write again about my
coming. Mary is really pretty well I think, the last day or two
have been much pleasanter. Love to you all from your loving sister
BESSIE.
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