MY VERY DEAR BESSIE--How much I thank you for thinking of me on my
sick-bed, and sending me such a welcome Christmas gift to perfume
my existence. My wife immediately seized upon one (as owing, or
due, to her) and carried off the rest to some secret store-room,
unknown to me as yet, in my new house. I have been now nearly three
months in my bed and bedroom; how dare I speak of it to you in a
spirit other than of deep thankfulness that I have been allowed to
brave all weathers, and to work unscathed even to my 70th year.
Dear Fan ("old Fan!" it was such a pleasure seeing her!) will have
told you what nice quarters we have fallen on wherein to end our
days. It was one of the two houses I used in days gone by to covet;
the other was old Mr. Parker's, now young Fred Morrell's. Well,
dear Bessie, this season has had its message of peace too for you.
I am sure that you have received and welcomed it; that simple
message in these sad days of rebuke and blasphemy becomes more and
more precious. I am not likely to be again a traveller, tho' I
should like to see Hilgrove in his new home, only fifteen miles
away, so that I am not likely to see you again in this life. May it
be granted that we may enjoy a happy reunion in that which shall
be. Best love to the "Duchess" and Nora, with much to yourself
from yours, dearest Bessie, ever affectionately, H. O. COXE.
The year 1881 brought to Bessie a long fit of depression, due mainly to
an attack of deafness; but she had also much anxiety with regard to the
Association. She heard of custom diminishing, a manager dismissed for
dishonesty, heavy losses upon Government contracts undertaken in order
to give work to the blind throughout the winter, diminished income and
subscriptions, and increased demands for aid. In the old days she would
have stirred up her friends, made appeals through the press, organised a
public meeting, and surmounted all difficulties.
The utmost she could now do was to draw up a short circular, asking all
those interested in her work to become Associates, and to subscribe a
sum of not less than one shilling a year. Such Associates were to pledge
themselves to promote the sale of goods made by the blind. She submitted
her scheme and circular to the Committee, and was advised to make the
minimum subscription half a crown. In this form it was issued, but,
lacking the energy with which she would in former time have launched it,
there was no appreciable result.
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