“I never was so much at a loss as I find myself at this instant
that I am going to answer the letter I have had the honour and
happiness to receive from you by Mr. Torriano; being ten times
more oppress’d with the excess of your candour and goodness than I
was before with the subject of my complaint. It was entirely owing
to the Idea I had in common with all the world of Mrs. Montagu’s
that I felt sorrow at all--or communicated what I felt to my
friend; which last step I should not have taken but from the great
reliance I had upon the excellency of your character. I wanted
mercy--but not sacrifice, and am obliged, in my turn, to beg pardon
of you, which I do from my soul, for putting you to the pain of
excusing, what in fact was more a misfortune, than a fault, and
but a necessary consequence of a train of Impressions given to my
disadvantage. The Chancellor of York, Dr. Herring, was, I suppose,
the person who interested himself in the honour of the Dean of
York, and requested that act of friendship to be done to the Dean,
by bringing about a separation betwixt the Dean and myself--the
poor gentleman has been labouring this point many years--but not
out of zeal for the Dean’s character, but to secure the next
residentiaryship to the Dean of St. Asalph, his son; he was
outwitted himself at last, and has now all the foul play to settle
with his conscience without gaining or being ever likely to gain
his purpose. I take the liberty of enclosing a letter I wrote last
month to the Dean, which will give some light into my hard measure,
and show you that I was as much a protection to the Dean of
York--as he to me. The answer to this has made me easy with regard
to my views in the Church of York, and as it has cemented anew the
Dean and myself beyond the power of any future breach, I thought
it would give you satisfaction to see how my interests stand, and
how much and how undeserved I have been abused: when you have read
it--it shall never be read more, for reasons your penetration will
see at once.
“I return you thanks for the interest you took in my wife, and
there is not an honest man, who will not do me the justice to say,
I have ever given her the character of as moral and virtuous a
woman as ever God made--what occasion’d discontent ever betwixt
us is now no more--we have settled accounts to each other’s
satisfaction and honour, and I am persuaded shall end our days
without one word of reproach or even Incivility.
“Mr. Torriano made me happy in acquainting me that I was to
dine with you on Friday; it shall ever be my care as well as my
Principle ever to behave so that you may have no cause to repent of
your goodness to me.
“I am, Madam,
“With the truest gratitude,
“Your most obliged and affᵗᵉ
“Kinsman, LAUR. STERNE.”
[Page heading: MRS. STERNE]
A fragment, also undated, from Mrs. Sterne may be placed here, but I
have failed to find any allusion to it in other letters--
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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