"Mr. Lovell, I am not come here to listen to the avowal of an
unholy passion; I am come to bring you that forgiveness which
you so much need, and to claim from you a confession--"
"Stop, Mr. Lacy; you must listen to me, or you will drive me
mad," said Henry, with a terrible laugh, "and then what
confession will you get? Listen to me. I love Ellen Middleton
so passionately, that were I not dying myself, I could not
even now do her justice. Though two hours ago I fancied I
could have given my existence only to know her alive and in
her husband's arms, even though I might never see her again,
yet _now_--_now_ that I have heard of her,--that I see you who
have seen her face and heard her voice, the dreadful struggles
I go through only leave me life and sense enough to prove to
you that I was in my right mind when I wrote _this_."
He held out a letter to Mr. Lacy, who took it in silence.
"Take that letter to Edward Middleton, Mr. Lacy; you may read
it first yourself. If, when he reads it, he forgives his wife
and curses me, I shall be satisfied. Tell him, then, that I am
mad or dead; I shall be so by that time. When you see _her_
again, tell her not to look so pale, or stare so wildly when I
dream of her; tell her not to hang over me, or stand by my
bedside and moan so piteously. Did you say she was dead?"
"No; she is dying; and she is prepared to die; she prays, she
hopes, she submits, and God will receive her, for His mercy is
infinite."
"A ministering angel she will then be, while I lie howling! A
gulf between us! What am I thinking of? Where have I read
that? There is something very wrong _here!_ I beg your pardon,
Mr. Lacy, I will not detain you a moment more. Perhaps you
will be so kind as to let me know the result of your interview
with Edward Middleton? and give my love to Ellen; I shall call
upon her to-morrow."
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