frequent; three men could hardly hold him down. Towards
morning, in one of those paroxysms of delirious fury, he broke
a blood-vessel, and Alice, who had never left his bed-side,
was covered with blood. She stirred not even then; she saw in
the doctor's face that the danger was imminent; for the
prostration of strength which followed the accident was sudden
and awful; and one of those indescribable changes which
announce the approach of dissolution was apparent. She
whispered to one of the servants to send for the clergyman,
and then she knelt by the bed-side and gazed with an agonising
intensity on Henry's deathly pale face. His eyes were closed
in the helplessness of utter exhaustion, and his breath hardly
dimmed the mirror that was held to his lips. After a few
minutes of that nameless anguish which thought dares not dwell
upon, nor words describe, she saw his eyes open and turn to
her with an expression of intense inquiry, full of the
consciousness of death, of the sense of a coming eternity, and
of that question, deferred too long, and asked too late, "What
shall I do to be saved?"
She bent over him in speechless sorrow; his dying eyes caught
sight of the cross which hung from her neck; she saw it; she
held it to his lips, and whispered, "None ever perished at His
feet."
He heard her; and his lips moved, and his hand grasped hers;
he looked at her, raised his eyes to Heaven,--and he died.
On that murmured prayer, on that expiring glance, she built
hopes which we may not scan,--which we dare not judge. We dare
not break the bruised but not broken reed on which she leant,
nor quench the uncertain light which its memory threw upon the
remaining years of her earthly pilgrimage.
When the clergyman arrived, he found her still on her knees by
the bed of death, still covered with the blood of her dead
husband. He has often since said, that when she rose from her
knees, and silently held out her hand to him, it was with a
reverence mingled with awe that he took it. He felt (this was
his expression) that she had drawn very near to God in the
prayers which she had poured forth in that chamber of death,
during its first and solemn hour of silence and of loneliness.
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