Ellice Quentin, and other storiesHawthorne, Julian
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Ellice Quentin, and other stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
And what were Hilda's thoughts all this time? She said to herself
that there was a sensation in her heart which she had never known
till now: a lightness, a fulness, and yet a fear: it affected her
voice, so that she found it difficult to speak evenly or to breathe as
regularly as usual, or to keep under control the blood that sought her
cheeks. Moreover, a smile was ever attempting to manifest itself on
her lips, without her being able to account to herself satisfactorily
for its being there. She told herself that this was very silly; but
its being silly did not prevent it from being rather pleasant. Another
singularity in her sensations was, that she felt a great tenderness
and affection for the world at large. Everything seemed kind to her,
and considerate of her happiness. There was a bird up somewhere in the
branches of the Oak that sang just the kind of song that she would have
liked to sing, if she had known how. Surely the sunshine need not have
fallen with such mellow radiance of warm colour on the grass and on the
grey Tower, if it had not wished to do her an especial favour: surely
the sea need not have murmured with such languorous sweetness beneath
the cliff, if it had not wished to echo the inarticulate harmony that
whispered in her own soul. And, by the way (not that this had anything
to do with it), what a delightful voice Captain Bramston had, and what
a noble countenance, and what a gentle and withal spirited expression,
and what a picturesque way of leaning against the trunk of the Oak, and
of occasionally moving his hand when he spoke, and of throwing back
his head when he laughed. What a strange freak of destiny to bring
this young hero all round the world to sit here at her feet at last,
and make a summer afternoon so memorable! It was a remarkably brief
afternoon, however, and once gone it would never return. It would never
return. There was a sweet pain in that reflection--the sweeter the more
painful. Yes, Captain Bramston would ride away by-and-by, and he would
never come back. Why should he come back? There could never be such
another afternoon: there could never be such another Captain Bramston:
there could never be such another longing, and tenderness, and fear
as abode now in Hilda's heart. Such things, such times, came once and
came no more. As Hilda said this to herself, she felt quite melancholy
in the midst of her happiness; and soft tears stood in her eyes as she
looked seaward.
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