Ellice Quentin, and other storiesHawthorne, Julian
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Ellice Quentin, and other stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Under certain circumstances, and especially in youth, the mind
becomes abnormally sensitive to impressions of all kinds. Severe and
long-continued study, a light diet, lack of exercise, and a superfluity
of anxiety, had combined to bring my mental man into a condition
somewhat resembling the ascetic ecstasy ascribed to the monks of old
time--a condition in which the young men see visions and the old men
dream dreams. In other words, I had overworked myself, and my health,
never very robust, now seemed to run some risk of breaking down
altogether. My brain was in a state of nervous exaltation; my hands
were thin and tremulous; my nights were disturbed by strange dreams,
and even by occasional somnambulism; and I no longer felt energy to
undertake the long walks which had been my panacea for bodily ailments.
It seemed likely that my university honours might turn out to have been
bought at too high a price.
My doctor, having felt my pulse, furnished me with the somewhat
gratuitous information that what I needed was rest--rest absolute and
persistent, bodily and mental: to dream beneath green trees; to linger
by still waters; to forget that such things as books and knowledge
existed; to think of nothing, and converse with nobody more stimulating
than birds, beasts, country yokels, and speckled trout. Anything in the
shape of newspapers, railways, days of the week or month, or, in fact,
of time and civilisation in general, were to be entirely ignored. I was
to establish a sort of rural eternity for myself, and to forget that
such a thing as a nineteenth century had ever been born.
I was wholly persuaded of the soundness of this advice; the trouble
was, I had not 'go' enough left in me to follow it. I wanted somebody
to give me a shove in the required direction. Unfortunately, I was
almost alone in the world, and could think of no quarter whence the
external impetus might be expected. I had made few intimate friends in
the university, and none of a temperament at once idle and energetic
enough to provide the sort of companionship I needed. I was an only
child, and my widowed mother had died about a year previous, leaving
me an empty house somewhere in the suburbs of London, a comfortable
competence, and no relations that I could remember ever to have seen. I
was as solitary in the midst of the populous earth as if I had changed
places with the man in the moon.
I was doing my situation less than justice, however. Just as I had
begun to subside into I know not what sluggish depths of despondency, I
received a letter which put a new face upon matters, and lent a fillip
to my jaded mood such as awakened me to something like liveliness. The
letter was from an uncle of mine, whose very existence had been almost
mythical to me, for he was a recluse and an eccentric, who never went
anywhere, and lived in an out-of-the-way place, where nobody ever went.
As his communication was brief and to the point, I will give it here at
full length:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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