Girls -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction
Filled with enthusiasm, she announced to Elsie that night that she had
secured quarters for them at Enderby for the two months. At the first
breath the girl was quite as surprised and delighted as she was
expected to be. The delight was, it is true, but momentary, though it
sufficed to irradiate her face and fill Miss Pritchard's heart with
generous joy--also, to hide from the latter the fact that it was
succeeded by profound dismay.
Those dimples! Those awful dimples! As she thought of them, Elsie
Moss was overwhelmed by consternation. Of course she couldn't go to
Enderby. She couldn't let Uncle John get even a second glimpse of her
face. She fled from the room in a panic which Miss Pritchard believed
to be excited eagerness to impart the good news to her friend at once.
Though, as the days had passed, Elsie had persisted in her refusal to
face her conscience or look into the future, she had been vaguely aware
of a day of reckoning ahead. She had dimly taken it for granted that
when she stopped she would have to consider--there would be nothing
else to do. When she should be out from under the influence of this
powerful stimulant, she foresaw herself meeting perforce the questions
she had evaded. But also she had foreseen herself with two clear
months before her and with Cousin Julia beside her.
Now, on a sudden, all was changed. She seemed to have no choice. She
had no control over her future. She had delayed so long that the
choice was no longer hers. Her path was sharply defined. There was
nothing she could do except to disappear on the eve of Miss Pritchard's
departure for Enderby. And at that time there would be nothing to
sustain her, no moral or redeeming force about an act that was
compulsory. It was like being shown a precipice and realizing that at
an appointed time one must walk straight over its verge.
CHAPTER XXX
Mrs. Moss, who had loved her brilliant, impulsive little stepdaughter
like her own child, had given her up unwillingly. But it had been her
husband's wish that Elsie should go to her uncle; the latter could give
her advantages her stepmother could not afford; and she supposed it was
right and natural for the girl to be with her own people, even though
they had been strangers to her up to her sixteenth year.
At first her loneliness found some solace in Elsie's letters. They
were short, but seemed brimming over with happiness. Mrs. Moss didn't
get any dear idea of the household at Enderby, but it was apparently
all that the girl desired. Then gradually the letters began to fall
off, and before Christmas-time she felt a decided change in them. They
had become unsatisfactory, perfunctory; the girl seemed to be slipping
away from her. She began to wonder if Elsie were not concealing
something, and soon after Christmas was forced to the conclusion that
she was unhappy and would not acknowledge it.
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