This story he had told Pike at the time, with one reserve--he persisted
that he had not _seen_, only heard. Pike saw that the boy was still
not telling the whole truth, and suspected he was screening Lord
Hartledon--he who now stood before him. Mr. Ripper's logic tended to the
belief that he could not be punished if he stuck to the avowal of having
seen nothing. He had only heard the cries; and when Pike asked if they
were cries as if he were being assaulted, the boy evasively answered
"happen they were." Another little item he suppressed: that he found the
purse at the bottom of the skiff, after he got out of the mill, and
appropriated it to himself; and when he had fairly done that, he grew
more afraid of having done it than of all the rest. The money he
secreted, using it when he dared, a sixpence at a time; the case, with
its papers, he buried in the spot where his master afterwards found it.
With all this upon the young man's conscience, no wonder he was a little
confused and contradictory in his statements to Pike: no wonder he
fancied the ghost of the man he could have saved and did not, might now
and then be hovering about him. Pike learned the real truth at last; and
a compunction had come over him, now that he was dying, for having
doubted Lord Hartledon.
"My lord, I can only ask you to forgive me. I ought to have known you
better. But things seemed to corroborate it so: I've heard people say the
new lord was as a man who had some great care upon him. Oh, I was a
fool!"
"At any rate it was not _that_ care, Pike; I would have saved my
brother's life with my own, had I been at hand to do it. As to
Ripper--I shall never bear to look upon him again."
"He's gone away," said Pike.
"Where has he gone?"
"The miller turned him off for idleness, and he's gone away, nobody knows
where, to get work: I don't suppose he'll ever come back again. This is
the real truth of the matter as it occurred, my lord; and there's no more
behind it. Ripper has now told all he knows, just as fully as if he had
been put to torture."
Lord Hartledon remained with Pike some time longer, soothing the man as
much as it was in his power and kindly nature to soothe. He whispered a
word of the clergyman, Dr. Ashton.
"Father says he shall bring him to-night," was the answer. "It's all a
farce."
"I am sorry to hear you say that," returned Lord Hartledon, gravely.
"If I had never said a worse thing than that, my lord, I shouldn't hurt.
Unless the accounts are made up beforehand, parsons can't avail much at
the twelfth hour. Mother's lessons to me when a child, and her reading
the Bible as she sits here in the night, are worth more than Dr. Ashton
could do. But for those old lessons' having come home to me now, I might
not have cared to ask your forgiveness. Dr. Ashton! what is he? For an
awful sinner--and it's what I've been--there's only Christ. At times I
think I've been too bad even for Him. I've only my sins to take to Him:
never were worse in this world."
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