"Anne! Should I have been capable of marrying Maude, or any one else, if
it had? On my solemn word of honour, before Heaven"--he raised his right
hand as if to give effect to his words--"such a thought had never crossed
my brain. The evening that the nonsense took place I only regarded it as
a jest, a pastime--what you will: had any one told me it was a marriage I
should have laughed at them. I knew nothing then of the laws of Scotland,
and should have thought it simply impossible that that minute's folly,
and my calling her, to keep up the joke, Mrs. Elster, could have
constituted a marriage. I think they all played a deep part, even Agnes.
Not a soul had so much as hinted at the word 'marriage' to me after that
evening; neither Gordon, nor she, nor Dr. Mair in his subsequent
correspondence; and in that he always called her 'Agnes.' However--he
then told me that she was certainly my legal wife, and that Lady Maude
was not.
"At first," continued Val, "I did not believe it; but Dr. Mair persisted
he was right, and the horror of the situation grew upon me. I told all to
Carr, and took him up to Dr. Mair. They discussed Scottish law and
consulted law-books; and the truth, so far, became apparent. Dr. Mair was
sorry for me; he saw I had not erred knowingly in marrying Maude. As to
myself, I was helpless, prostrated. I asked the doctor, if it were really
true, why the fact had been kept from me: he replied that he supposed I
knew it, and that delicacy alone had caused him to abstain from alluding
to it in his letters. He had been very angry when Gordon told him, he
said; grew half frightened as to consequences; feared he should get into
trouble for allowing me to be so entrapped in his house; and he and
Gordon parted at once. And then Dr. Mair asked a question which I could
not very well answer, why, if I did not know she was my wife, I had paid
so large a sum for Agnes. He had been burying the affair in silence, as
he had assumed I was doing; and it was only the announcement of my
marriage with Maude in the newspapers that aroused him. He had thought
I was acting this bad part deliberately; and he went off at once to
Hartledon in anger; found I had gone abroad; and now came to me on my
return, still in anger, saying at first that he should proceed against
me, and obtain justice for Agnes. When he found how utterly ignorant of
wrong I had been, his tone changed; he was truly grieved and concerned
for me. Nothing was decided: except that Dr. Mair, in his compassion
towards Lady Maude, promised not to be the first to take legal steps.
It seemed that there was only him to fear: George Gordon was reported
to have gone to Australia; the old housekeeper was dead; Agnes was
deranged. Dr. Mair left, and Carr and I sat on till midnight. Carr took
what I thought a harsh view of the matter; he urged me to separate from
Maude--"
"I think you should have done so for her sake," came the gentle
interruption.
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