Emerson's Wife and Other Western StoriesKelly, Florence Finch
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Emerson's Wife and Other Western Stories
Kelly, Florence Finch
Western stories
"Yes," he said, "you are right. There is a strong resemblance between
us, or there was when we were young. I have not seen him for more than
forty years. He is my brother--younger than I. You know what the
family has been in New England. There has not been a generation of it
for a hundred, yes, a hundred and fifty years, that has not made its
influence felt either in Massachusetts or the nation. I cut loose from
it before I was twenty, and they have known nothing about me since. In
fact, they think me dead--they thought I died then, and I do not intend
they shall ever know that I did not. This is the first time since I
left that anybody has known my real name, and you 'll do me a favor if
you never speak of it to any one else, here or elsewhere. I have not
always been known by the same name since then, but what difference does
that make? When a man leads as many different lives as I have done, he
has a right to more names than one or two.
"I was in Harvard College and it was the summer vacation after my
junior year. Every male member of our family"--Old Dan spoke that
"our" with timid and shame-faced, but very evident, pride--"for I don't
know how many generations, has gone to Harvard, and I suppose I am the
only one of the whole lot of them that didn't graduate. I went to New
York that summer to transact some business for my father. I succeeded
with it very well, but in the meantime I did n't neglect the
opportunities of enjoying myself with a good deal more freedom than I
would have dared to take at home. I probably was n't born quite up to
the high standard of morality, dignity, and self-respect which my
ancestors had set; and if I had stayed there all my life I would
probably have found living up to it either very galling or quite
impossible. I dare say it is just as well that I did break loose and
burn the bridge behind me, for if I had stayed in New England it's
likely I should have turned out a black sheep and brought shame and
disgrace upon my people.
"While I was in New York I fell in with a pleasant, companionable man,
some years older than myself. He went around with me a good deal, took
me to his home, where I met his wife and sister, gave me sensible
advice about a number of things, and was altogether so entertaining and
so kind and such a good fellow that I thought myself fortunate in
having met him.
"One evening, when I was almost ready to return to Boston, I dined with
him at his home. He had had me there to dinner several times, and the
evening had always passed off pleasantly. But on this evening I drank
more wine than was good for me. Probably it was doctored, but I don't
know. All my life, whenever I have taken a glass too much, one sure
result has followed. All the restraints of conduct which I ordinarily
feel drop away, and I become reckless.
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