Eminent literary and scientific men of Italy, Spain, and Portugal. Vol. 2 (of 3)Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Eminent literary and scientific men of Italy, Spain, and Portugal. Vol. 2 (of 3)
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
Authors -- Biography; Scientists -- Biography
From Rome he proceeded to Venice, passing through Ferrara without a
thought of Ariosto or Tasso; and Padua, without visiting either living
professors, or the tomb of the illustrious dead in the neighbourhood.
What was Petrarch to him? he again asked himself; he wrote in an unknown
tongue, of which, after all, he felt ashamed of being ignorant. He was
pleased with Venice, and was diverted by its amusements; yet the spring
season brought his usual annual fit of melancholy, and he spent many
days brooding over he knew not what, and weeping he knew not why.
Spurred on by restlessness, he hurried away from Venice: he passed
solitarily and ennuied through the beautiful cities of Lombardy, seldom
presenting letters of recommendation, and always keeping out of the way
of acquaintances: proud and shy, he hated new faces; and besides, his
desire of travelling made him avoid the ties of friendship and even of
love, though once or twice the smiles of beauty almost softened his
heart. All his desire was to hasten to France, and to enjoy the delights
he there promised himself. He was destined to be disappointed; for his
ill-regulated imagination always exaggerated the pains and pleasures of
the future, while it did not possess the better power of exalting and
adorning the objects which in anticipation had appeared so desirable,
and which in possession grew contemptible and barren.
One of the singularities of Alfieri's character was the extravagant
hatred of France which he cherished all his life. He attributed this, in
the first place, to a vehement childish dislike of his French
dancing-master. Still he read nothing but French books, French was the
language he commonly spoke, and he left Italy in eager anticipation of
the pleasures of Paris. But Alfieri did not know his own nature; nor was
he aware that he could find happiness through the medium of his passions
and intellect only, while amusement and even dissipation had the effect
of wearying and disgusting him. The circumstance of his first entrance
into Paris sufficed to cloud his stay; nay, the feelings of his whole
life were influenced by the painful impression then made. It was the
month of August, in Italy so sunshiny and festal; a drizzling rain,
accompanied by a chilling temperature of air, impressed him most
disagreeably; the streets, houses, and people were all mean, dirty, and
impertinent in his eyes; his illusions vanished, and, but for a sense of
shame, he would on the instant have quitted the city he had come so far
to visit. The lapse of a quarter of a century did not erase the profound
traces of disgust and aversion that were then trenched in his mind. At
the time, the principal effect of his disappointment was a little to
diminish his passion for travelling; and to find that, beyond the Alps,
he learned to appreciate the beauties of the divine country he had been
so eager to quit.
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