Emmeline, the Orphan of the CastleSmith, Charlotte
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Emmeline, the Orphan of the Castle
Smith, Charlotte
Gothic fiction; Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'If I marry Delamere contrary to the consent of his family, who shall
assure me that his violent and haughty spirit will bear without anguish
and regret, that inferior and confined fortune to which his father's
displeasure will condemn him? His love, too ardent perhaps to last, will
decline; while the inconveniences of a narrow fortune will encrease; and
I, who shall be the cause of these inconveniences, shall also be the
victim. He will lament the infatuation which has estranged him from his
family, and thrown him, for some years at least, out of the rank in
which he has been used to appear; and recovered from the delirium of
love, will behold with coldness, perhaps with hatred, her to whom he
will impute his distresses. To whom can I then appeal? Not to my _own_
heart, for it will condemn me for suffering myself to be precipitated
into a measure against my judgment; nor to _his_ family, who may answer,
"thy folly be upon thine own head;" and _I_ have _no_ father, _no_
brother to console and receive me, if he should drive me from him as
impetuously as now he would force me to be his. I shall be deprived even
of the melancholy consolation of knowing I have not _deserved_ the
neglect which I fear I shall never be able to _bear_. But if my steady
refusal now, induces him to return, it is possible that Lord
Montreville, convinced at once of my adherence to the promise given him,
and of the improbability of Delamere's desisting, may consent to receive
me into his family; or if the inveterate prejudice of his wife still
prevents his doing so, I shall surely regain his confidence and esteem.
He will not refuse to consider me as his brother's daughter, and as
such, he will enable me to pass my days in easy competence with Mrs.
Stafford; a prospect infinitely preferable in my eyes to the splendid
visions offered me by Delamere, if they cannot be realized but at the
expence of truth and integrity.'
Confirmed in her determination by reflections like these, Emmeline was
able to hear, without betraying any symptoms of the emotion she felt,
the animated and passionate protestations of her lover. She assumed all
the coldness and reserve which his headlong and inconsiderate attempt
deserved. She told him that his want of respect and consideration had
forfeited all the claim he might otherwise have had to her regard and
esteem; that she certainly would quit him the moment she was able; and
that tho' she might not be fortunate enough to do so before they reached
Scotland, yet it would not be in his power to compel her to be his wife.
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