Emmeline, the Orphan of the CastleSmith, Charlotte
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Emmeline, the Orphan of the Castle
Smith, Charlotte
Gothic fiction; Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'Do not be too certain of that, Emmeline. Without you, my life is no
longer valuable--if indeed it be supportable; and should I ever be in
the situation this melancholy tale describes, how do I know that my
reason would be strong enough to preserve me from equal rashness.
Beware, Miss Mowbray--beware of the consequence of finding an Albert at
Woodfield.'
'It is very unlikely I should find any lover there. I assure you I
desire none; nor have I any other wish than to pass the remainder of the
winter tranquilly with my friend.'
'If then you really never wish to encourage another, and if you have any
sensibility for the pain I feel from uncertainty, why will you not
solemnly engage yourself to me, by a promise which cannot be broken but
by mutual consent?'
'Because we are both too young to form such an engagement.--You are not
yet quite one and twenty; a time of life in which it is impossible you
can be a competent judge of what will make you really happy. I am more
than two years younger: but short as has been my knowledge of the world,
I have already seen two or three instances of marriages made in
consequence of early engagements, which have proved so little fortunate
that they have determined me never to try the experiment. Should you
bind yourself by this promise, which you now think would make you easy,
and should you hereafter repent it, which I know to be far from
improbable, pride, obstinacy, the shame of retracting your opinion,
would perhaps concur to prevent your withdrawing it; and I should
receive your hand while your heart might be attached to another. The
chains which you had yourself put on, in opposition to the wishes of
your family, you would, rather than own your error, rivet, tho' your
inclination prompted you to break them; and we should then be both
miserable.--No, Delamere--let us remain at liberty, and perhaps----'
'It is impossible, Madam!' cried Delamere, suddenly and vehemently
interrupting her--'It is absolutely impossible you could argue thus
calmly, if you had any regard for me--Cold--cruel--insensible--unfeeling
girl! Oh! fool, fool that I am, to persist in loving a woman without an
heart, and to be unable to tear from my soul a passion that serves only
to make me perpetually wretched. Cursed be the hour I first indulged it,
and cursed the weakness of mind that cannot conquer it!'
This new instance of ungovernable temper, so contrary to the promises he
had given her at Hertford, extremely provoked Emmeline, who answered
very gravely--
'If you desire, Sir, to divest yourself of this unfortunate passion, the
task is already half accomplished. Resolve, then, to conquer it wholly:
restore me to that tranquillity you have destroyed--vindicate my injured
reputation, which your headlong ardour has blemished--give me back to
the kindness and protection of your father--and determine to see me no
more.'
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