England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Myra was some time away, and when she returned, she was alone. “She says
she must see him first in her room,” said Myra, in a low voice, to her
father; “but that will never do; you or I must go with him.”
“You had better go,” said Mr. Ferrars.
She took her brother’s hand and led him away. “I go with you, to prevent
dreadful scenes,” said his sister on the staircase. “Try to behave just
as in old times, and as if you saw no change.”
Myra went into the chamber first, to give to her mother, if possible,
the keynote of the interview, and of which she had already furnished the
prelude. “We are all so happy to see Endymion again, dear mamma. Papa is
quite gay.”
And then when Endymion, answering his sister’s beckon, entered, Mrs.
Ferrars rushed forward with a sort of laugh, and cried out, “Oh! I am so
happy to see you again, my child. I feel quite gay.”
He embraced her, but he could not believe it was his mother. A visage at
once haggard and bloated had supplanted that soft and rich countenance
which had captivated so many. A robe concealed her attenuated frame;
but the lustrous eyes were bleared and bloodshot, and the accents of the
voice, which used to be at once melodious and a little drawling, hoarse,
harsh, and hurried.
She never stopped talking; but it was all in one key, and that the
prescribed one--her happiness at his arrival, the universal gaiety it
had produced, and the merry Christmas they were to keep. After a
time she began to recur to the past, and to sigh; but instantly Myra
interfered with “You know, mamma, you are to dine downstairs to-day,
and you will hardly have time to dress;” and she motioned to Endymion to
retire.
Mrs. Ferrars kept the dinner waiting a long time, and, when she entered
the room, it was evident that she was painfully excited. She had a cap
on, and had used some rouge.
“Endymion must take me in to dinner,” she hurriedly exclaimed as she
entered, and then grasped her son’s arm.
It seemed a happy and even a merry dinner, and yet there was something
about it forced and constrained. Mrs. Ferrars talked a great deal, and
Endymion told them a great many anecdotes of those men and things which
most interested them, and Myra seemed to be absorbed in his remarks and
narratives, and his mother would drink his health more than once, when
suddenly she went into hysterics, and all was anarchy. Mr. Ferrars
looked distressed and infinitely sad; and Myra, putting her arm round
her mother, and whispering words of calm or comfort, managed to lead her
out of the room, and neither of them returned.
“Poor creature!” said Mr. Ferrars, with a sigh. “Seeing you has been too
much for her.”
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