England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Compare this with the arrival at Gloucester: the carriage for her
mistress, the dog-cart for herself with the luggage; the drive out past
the river, the pleasant trees of the carriage-approach; and herself
sitting beside Arthur, everybody so polite to her.
She had come home—for good! Her heart nearly stopped beating as she
trudged up that hideous and interminable hill, beside the laden figure.
What a come-down! What a come-down! She could not take it with her
usual bright cheerfulness. She knew it all too well. It is easy to bear
up against the unusual, but the deadly familiarity of an old stale
past!
He dumped the bags down under a lamp-post, for a rest. There they
stood, the two of them, in the lamplight. Passers-by stared at her, and
gave good-night to Harry. Her they hardly knew, she had become a
stranger.
“They’re too heavy for you, let me carry one,” she said.
“They begin to weigh a bit by the time you’ve gone a mile,” he
answered.
“Let me carry the little one,” she insisted.
“Tha can ha’e it for a minute, if ter’s a mind,” he said, handing over
the valise.
And thus they arrived in the streets of shops of the little ugly town
on top of the hill. How everybody stared at her; my word, how they
stared! And the cinema was just going in, and the queues were tailing
down the road to the corner. And everybody took full stock of her.
“Night, Harry!” shouted the fellows, in an interested voice.
However, they arrived at her aunt’s—a little sweet-shop in a side
street. They “pinged” the door-bell, and her aunt came running forward
out of the kitchen.
“There you are, child! Dying for a cup of tea, I’m sure. How are you?”
Fanny’s aunt kissed her, and it was all Fanny could do to refrain from
bursting into tears, she felt so low. Perhaps it was her tea she
wanted.
“You’ve had a drag with that luggage,” said Fanny’s aunt to Harry.
“Ay—I’m not sorry to put it down,” he said, looking at his hand which
was crushed and cramped by the bag handle.
Then he departed to see about Heather’s greengrocery cart.
When Fanny sat at tea, her aunt, a grey-haired, fair-faced little
woman, looked at her with an admiring heart, feeling bitterly sore for
her. For Fanny was beautiful: tall, erect, finely coloured, with her
delicately arched nose, her rich brown hair, her large lustrous grey
eyes. A passionate woman—a woman to be afraid of. So proud, so inwardly
violent! She came of a violent race.
It needed a woman to sympathise with her. Men had not the courage. Poor
Fanny! She was such a lady, and so straight and magnificent. And yet
everything seemed to do her down. Every time she seemed to be doomed to
humiliation and disappointment, this handsome, brilliantly sensitive
woman, with her nervous, overwrought laugh.
“So you’ve really come back, child?” said her aunt.
“I really have, Aunt,” said Fanny.
“Poor Harry! I’m not sure, you know, Fanny, that you’re not taking a
bit of an advantage of him.”
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