England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
I stood in the road, looking at the fluffy, dark-red young cattle that
mooed and seemed to bark at me. They seemed happy, frisky cattle, a
little impudent, and either determined to go back into the warm shed,
or determined not to go back, I could not decide which.
Presently the woman came forward again, her head rather ducked. But she
looked up at me and smiled, with that odd, immediate intimacy,
something witch-like and impossible.
“Sorry to keep you waiting,” she said. “Shall we stand in this
cart-shed—it will be more out of the wind.”
So we stood among the shafts of the open cart-shed that faced the road.
Then she looked down at the ground, a little sideways, and I noticed a
small black frown on her brows. She seemed to brood for a moment. Then
she looked straight into my eyes, so that I blinked and wanted to turn
my face aside. She was searching me for something and her look was too
near. The frown was still on her keen, sallow brow.
“Can you speak French?” she asked me abruptly.
“More or less,” I replied.
“I was supposed to learn it at school,” she said. “But I don’t know a
word.” She ducked her head and laughed, with a slightly ugly grimace
and a rolling of her black eyes.
“No good keeping your mind full of scraps,” I answered.
But she had turned aside her sallow, long face, and did not hear what I
said. Suddenly again she looked at me. She was searching. And at the
same time she smiled at me, and her eyes looked softly, darkly, with
infinite trustful humility into mine. I was being cajoled.
“Would you mind reading a letter for me, in French,” she said, her face
immediately black and bitter-looking. She glanced at me, frowning.
“Not at all,” I said.
“It’s a letter to my husband,” she said, still scrutinizing.
I looked at her, and didn’t quite realise. She looked too far into me,
my wits were gone. She glanced round. Then she looked at me shrewdly.
She drew a letter from her pocket, and handed it to me. It was
addressed from France to Lance-Corporal Goyte, at Tible. I took out the
letter and began to read it, as mere words. “_Mon cher Alfred_”—it
might have been a bit of a torn newspaper. So I followed the script:
the trite phrases of a letter from a French-speaking girl to an English
soldier. “I think of you always, always. Do you think sometimes of me?”
And then I vaguely realised that I was reading a man’s private
correspondence. And yet, how could one consider these trivial, facile
French phrases private! Nothing more trite and vulgar in the world,
than such a love-letter—no newspaper more obvious.
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