England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Therefore I read with a callous heart the effusions of the Belgian
damsel. But then I gathered my attention. For the letter went on,
“_Notre cher petit bébé_—our dear little baby was born a week ago.
Almost I died, knowing you were far away, and perhaps forgetting the
fruit of our perfect love. But the child comforted me. He has the
smiling eyes and virile air of his English father. I pray to the Mother
of Jesus to send me the dear father of my child, that I may see him
with my child in his arms, and that we may be united in holy family
love. Ah, my Alfred, can I tell you how I miss you, how I weep for you.
My thoughts are with you always, I think of nothing but you, I live for
nothing but you and our dear baby. If you do not come back to me soon,
I shall die, and our child will die. But no, you cannot come back to
me. But I can come to you, come to England with our child. If you do
not wish to present me to your good mother and father, you can meet me
in some town, some city, for I shall be so frightened to be alone in
England with my child, and no one to take care of us. Yet I must come
to you, I must bring my child, my little Alfred to his father, the big,
beautiful Alfred that I love so much. Oh, write and tell me where I
shall come. I have some money, I am not a penniless creature. I have
money for myself and my dear baby—”
I read to the end. It was signed: “Your very happy and still more
unhappy Élise.” I suppose I must have been smiling.
“I can see it makes you laugh,” said Mrs. Goyte, sardonically. I looked
up at her.
“It’s a love-letter, I know that,” she said. “There’s too many
‘Alfreds’ in it.”
“One too many,” I said.
“Oh, yes—And what does she say—Eliza? We know her name’s Eliza, that’s
another thing.” She grimaced a little, looking up at me with a mocking
laugh.
“Where did you get this letter?” I said.
“Postman gave it me last week.”
“And is your husband at home?”
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