England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“Er—We shall be pleased to hear of your life in England. We all send
many kind regards to your good parents. I wish you all happiness for
your future days. Your very affectionate and ever-grateful Élise.”
There was silence for a moment, during which Mrs. Goyte remained with
her head dropped, sinister and abstracted. Suddenly she lifted her
face, and her eyes flashed.
“Oh, but I call it beastly, I call it mean, to take a girl in like
that.”
“Nay,” I said. “Probably he hasn’t taken her in at all. Do you think
those French girls are such poor innocent things? I guess she’s a great
deal more downy than he.”
“Oh, he’s one of the biggest fools that ever walked,” she cried.
“There you are!” said I.
“But it’s his child right enough,” she said.
“I don’t think so,” said I.
“I’m sure of it.”
“Oh, well,” I said, “if you prefer to think that way.”
“What other reason has she for writing like that—”
I went out into the road and looked at the cattle.
“Who is this driving the cows?” I said. She too came out.
“It’s the boy from the next farm,” she said.
“Oh, well,” said I, “those Belgian girls! You never know where their
letters will end. And, after all, it’s his affair—you needn’t bother.”
“Oh—!” she cried, with rough scorn—“it’s not _me_ that bothers. But
it’s the nasty meanness of it—me writing him such loving letters”—she
put her hand before her face and laughed malevolently—“and sending him
parcels all the time. You bet he fed that gurrl on my parcels—I know he
did. It’s just like him. I’ll bet they laughed together over my
letters. I bet anything they did—”
“Nay,” said I. “He’d burn your letters for fear they’d give him away.”
There was a black look on her yellow face. Suddenly a voice was heard
calling. She poked her head out of the shed, and answered coolly:
“All right!” Then turning to me: “That’s his mother looking after me.”
She laughed into my face, witch-like, and we turned down the road.
When I awoke, the morning after this episode, I found the house
darkened with deep, soft snow, which had blown against the large west
windows, covering them with a screen. I went outside, and saw the
valley all white and ghastly below me, the trees beneath black and thin
looking like wire, the rock-faces dark between the glistening shroud,
and the sky above sombre, heavy, yellowish-dark, much too heavy for
this world below of hollow bluey whiteness figured with black. I felt I
was in a valley of the dead. And I sensed I was a prisoner, for the
snow was everywhere deep, and drifted in places. So all the morning I
remained indoors, looking up the drive at the shrubs so heavily plumed
with snow, at the gateposts raised high with a foot or more of extra
whiteness. Or I looked down into the white-and-black valley that was
utterly motionless and beyond life, a hollow sarcophagus.
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