England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Nothing stirred the whole day—no plume fell off the shrubs, the valley
was as abstracted as a grove of death. I looked over at the tiny,
half-buried farms away on the bare uplands beyond the valley hollow,
and I thought of Tible in the snow, of the black witch-like little Mrs.
Goyte. And the snow seemed to lay me bare to influences I wanted to
escape.
In the faint glow of the half-clear light that came about four o’clock
in the afternoon, I was roused to see a motion in the snow away below,
near where the thorn-trees stood very black and dwarfed, like a little
savage group, in the dismal white. I watched closely. Yes, there was a
flapping and a struggle—a big bird, it must be, labouring in the snow.
I wondered. Our biggest birds, in the valley, were the large hawks that
often hung flickering opposite my windows, level with me, but high
above some prey on the steep valleyside. This was much too big for a
hawk—too big for any known bird. I searched in my mind for the largest
English wild birds, geese, buzzards.
Still it laboured and strove, then was still, a dark spot, then
struggled again. I went out of the house and down the steep slope, at
risk of breaking my leg between the rocks. I knew the ground so
well—and yet I got well shaken before I drew near the thorn-trees.
Yes, it was a bird. It was Joey. It was the grey-brown peacock with a
blue neck. He was snow-wet and spent.
“Joey—Joey, de-urr!” I said, staggering unevenly towards him. He looked
so pathetic, rowing and struggling in the snow, too spent to rise, his
blue neck stretching out and lying sometimes on the snow, his eye
closing and opening quickly, his crest all battered.
“Joey dee-uur! Dee-urr!” I said caressingly to him. And at last he lay
still, blinking, in the surged and furrowed snow, whilst I came near
and touched him, stroked him, gathered him under my arm. He stretched
his long, wetted neck away from me as I held him, none the less he was
quiet in my arm, too tired, perhaps, to struggle. Still he held his
poor, crested head away from me, and seemed sometimes to droop, to
wilt, as if he might suddenly die.
He was not so heavy as I expected, yet it was a struggle to get up to
the house with him again. We set him down, not too near the fire, and
gently wiped him with cloths. He submitted, only now and then stretched
his soft neck away from us, avoiding us helplessly. Then we set warm
food by him. I _put_ it to his beak, tried to make him eat. But he
ignored it. He seemed to be ignorant of what we were doing, recoiled
inside himself inexplicably. So we put him in a basket with cloths, and
left him crouching oblivious. His food we put near him. The blinds were
drawn, the house was warm, it was night. Sometimes he stirred, but
mostly he huddled still, leaning his queer crested head on one side. He
touched no food, and took no heed of sounds or movements. We talked of
brandy or stimulants. But I realised we had best leave him alone.
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