England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Hadrian was just an ordinary boy from a Charity Home, with ordinary
brownish hair and ordinary bluish eyes and of ordinary rather cockney
speech. The Rockley girls—there were three at home at the time of his
arrival—had resented his being sprung on them. He, with his watchful,
charity-institution instinct, knew this at once. Though he was only six
years old, Hadrian had a subtle, jeering look on his face when he
regarded the three young women. They insisted he should address them as
Cousin: Cousin Flora, Cousin Matilda, Cousin Emmie. He complied, but
there seemed a mockery in his tone.
The girls, however, were kind-hearted by nature. Flora married and left
home. Hadrian did very much as he pleased with Matilda and Emmie,
though they had certain strictnesses. He grew up in the Pottery House
and about the Pottery premises, went to an elementary school, and was
invariably called Hadrian Rockley. He regarded Cousin Matilda and
Cousin Emmie with a certain laconic indifference, was quiet and
reticent in his ways. The girls called him sly, but that was unjust. He
was merely cautious, and without frankness. His Uncle, Ted Rockley,
understood him tacitly, their natures were somewhat akin. Hadrian and
the elderly man had a real but unemotional regard for one another.
When he was thirteen years old the boy was sent to a High School in the
County town. He did not like it. His Cousin Matilda had longed to make
a little gentleman of him, but he refused to be made. He would give a
little contemptuous curve to his lip, and take on a shy, charity-boy
grin, when refinement was thrust upon him. He played truant from the
High School, sold his books, his cap with its badge, even his very
scarf and pocket-handkerchief, to his school-fellows, and went raking
off heaven knows where with the money. So he spent two very
unsatisfactory years.
When he was fifteen he announced that he wanted to leave England and go
to the Colonies. He had kept touch with the Home. The Rockleys knew
that, when Hadrian made a declaration, in his quiet, half-jeering
manner, it was worse than useless to oppose him. So at last the boy
departed, going to Canada under the protection of the Institution to
which he had belonged. He said good-bye to the Rockleys without a word
of thanks, and parted, it seemed, without a pang. Matilda and Emmie
wept often to think of how he left them: even on their father’s face a
queer look came. But Hadrian wrote fairly regularly from Canada. He had
entered some electricity works near Montreal, and was doing well.
At last, however, the war came. In his turn, Hadrian joined up and came
to Europe. The Rockleys saw nothing of him. They lived on, just the
same, in the Pottery House. Ted Rockley was dying of a sort of dropsy,
and in his heart he wanted to see the boy. When the armistice was
signed, Hadrian had a long leave, and wrote that he was coming home to
the Pottery House.
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