England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
And he laid his large, yet well-shapen workman’s hand on the top of the
stove, that was polished black and smooth as velvet. She would not look
at him, yet she glanced out of the corners of her eyes.
His eyes were fixed brightly on her, the pupils large and electric like
those of a cat.
“I should have picked you out among thousands,” he said. “Though you’re
bigger than I’d have believed. Fine flesh you’ve made.”
She was silent for some time. Then she turned in her chair upon him.
“What do you think of yourself,” she said, “coming back on me like this
after over fifteen years? You don’t think I’ve not heard of you,
neither, in Butte City and elsewhere?”
He was watching her with his clear, translucent, unchallenged eyes.
“Yes,” he said. “Chaps comes an’ goes—I’ve heard tell of you from time
to time.”
She drew herself up.
“And what lies have you heard about _me_?” she demanded superbly.
“I dunno as I’ve heard any lies at all—’cept as you was getting on very
well, like.”
His voice ran warily and detached. Her anger stirred again in her
violently. But she subdued it, because of the danger there was in him,
and more, perhaps, because of the beauty of his head and his level
drawn brows, which she could not bear to forfeit.
“That’s more than I can say of _you_,” she said. “I’ve heard more harm
than good about _you_.”
“Ay, I dessay,” he said, looking in the fire. It was a long time since
he had seen the furze burning, he said to himself. There was a silence,
during which she watched his face.
“Do you call yourself a _man_?” she said, more in contemptuous reproach
than in anger. “Leave a woman as you’ve left me, you don’t care to
what!—and then to turn up in _this_ fashion, without a word to say for
yourself.”
He stirred in his chair, planted his feet apart, and resting his arms
on his knees, looked steadily into the fire, without answering. So near
to her was his head, and the close black hair, she could scarcely
refrain from starting away, as if it would bite her.
“Do you call that the action of a _man_?” she repeated.
“No,” he said, reaching and poking the bits of wood into the fire with
his fingers. “I didn’t call it anything, as I know of. It’s no good
calling things by any names whatsoever, as I know of.”
She watched him in his actions. There was a longer and longer pause
between each speech, though neither knew it.
“I _wonder_ what you think of yourself!” she exclaimed, with vexed
emphasis. “I _wonder_ what sort of a fellow you take yourself to be!”
She was really perplexed as well as angry.
“Well,” he said, lifting his head to look at her, “I guess I’ll answer
for my own faults, if everybody else’ll answer for theirs.”
Her heart beat fiery hot as he lifted his face to her. She breathed
heavily, averting her face, almost losing her self-control.
“And what do you take _me_ to be?” she cried, in real helplessness.
His face was lifted watching her, watching her soft, averted face, and
the softly heaving mass of her breasts.
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