"I fancy I know," said Jimmy. "You lacked courage to face old
Faversham."
"Oh, how abominably I treated him!" murmured Bridget.
"There is not the least doubt about it," Jimmy admitted.
"So very, very badly," she continued gravely, with her eyes on the
grass, "that I wonder you took the trouble to find me."
"Do you?" he asked, and as she remained silent for a few moments Jimmy
repeated the question. "Do you?" he said.
"Why, no," she cried, raising her head and facing him with a laugh.
"But it is more than I deserve," she added. "Jimmy, I was in great
straits. I saw how fast my money was going, that I should have none
left in a year or two, and so when Colonel Faversham bothered me to
marry him I gave in. I thought I could do it, you know."
"Until I came to undeceive you!" suggested Jimmy.
"Yes," said Bridget; "but I was afraid you might be--be disgusted! I
wanted you to know, and yet I didn't. I tried to tell you time after
time, and still I couldn't say the word which I thought might drive you
away from me. I saw it would be impossible to marry Colonel Faversham,
but if I threw him over what should I do in the future? I hesitated
and hesitated. I went to Crowborough because I hoped the influence of
the place might give me courage; it didn't and I had some wild idea of
appealing to Mark for help. That--that wouldn't do, and Colonel
Faversham insisted I should tell him when I would be his wife--he
talked of our being married within a week or ten days. Oh dear! how
hard I tried to make him understand; but I couldn't succeed, and at
last in desperation a fresh idea occurred to me: I would run away! I
told him to come for his answer the next morning--oh, I know I was
horrid to him!"
"Well, we agree about that," said Jimmy. "We are going to agree about
everything, you see. I suppose," he added, "you thought you would
appeal to me as a sort of forlorn hope?"
"Oh, it was scarcely worth calling a hope," she answered. "You had
said so much about truthfulness. You could forgive anything else but
deceit, and of course I had deceived you from the beginning."
"So that you love me in the end," he said.
"Ah, Jimmy!" murmured Bridget. "But nobody will ever relieve it. They
will think I threw Colonel Faversham over because you were the richer.
It is only natural they should say that."
"Let them say what they like," was the answer. "When you told me about
your engagement I could do only one thing. I should have liked to ask
you to come away with me then and there; but I--well, it couldn't be
done, dear. The moment I heard you were free of the colonel, I hadn't
a doubt in the world. Bridget, you will have to make up your mind to
marry me at once."
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